["Its not fair" is what she wants to scream. "He deserved better" was already said. Everything she wants to say she's already exhausted and none of it has brought her any comfort. All it has brought is pain and anger -- and disappointment in herself.
She deliberately goes silent and looks past the Darkling. The tears she had been willing away finally win the battle of wills and fall from bright blue eyes. The second she realizes its happening, she looks away from the essential stranger and quickly wipes them away.
Even if she were a Jedi no longer, its second nature. Attachment was forbidden. Attachment lead to grief, grief lead to anger, and anger lead to the dark side.]
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She deliberately goes silent and looks past the Darkling. The tears she had been willing away finally win the battle of wills and fall from bright blue eyes. The second she realizes its happening, she looks away from the essential stranger and quickly wipes them away.
Even if she were a Jedi no longer, its second nature. Attachment was forbidden. Attachment lead to grief, grief lead to anger, and anger lead to the dark side.]