(It doesn't mitigate your concerns. If anything, I'm certain you'll come to berate yourself more for it. But that is not something you can control. Life isn't unlike a war. You can want to change, or set things right, or make certain things happen. But once you are thrown into the chaos, much spins out of your control.
It isn't easy to bear, but you were a warrior there and you're a warrior now. Something may have happened either way.)
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It isn't easy to bear, but you were a warrior there and you're a warrior now. Something may have happened either way. )