[ Sam isn't sure that's a bad thing. Most days, he's pretty sure he and Ilde both want what's best for the Nest - he's just still pretty sure that even on the days they both agree what that is, they have different motivations for it. ]

Maybe we should concern each other.

[ But he quirks a tiny smile at her last comment, and doesn't disagree. ]

Probably. But I'd bet most of them never felt grief like that, or don't want to acknowledge shit they might've done.