She didn't acknowledge me. She didn't thank me. She never even tried to help me. So I don't want anything from her.

[ Which is a lie. She wants acknowledgement. A sign that Misato understands that she hurt her. There's so much that she actually wants and that she's never going to get. Trying to get Misato to actually own up to it is like tilting at windmills, but she's going to try anyway. ]

She helped get me killed.