[ She shouldn't want help, doesn't need it. But she does. She wants people to acknowledge her, to love her, to help her, but she also wants to live alone. She wants to be able to cut herself off so she never has to suffer again - but she's already opened herself to Lavellan.
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[ She shouldn't want help, doesn't need it. But she does. She wants people to acknowledge her, to love her, to help her, but she also wants to live alone. She wants to be able to cut herself off so she never has to suffer again - but she's already opened herself to Lavellan.
Her life is a confusing, contradictory mess. ]
Because of this symbiote thing?