[It is his fault. It really is. If he were more in control, if he had better shields or were less of an overall mess... Then maybe there wouldn't be this awkward thing hanging in the air and in their heads. If he was better, if he was what Allura expected him to be, what half the people here expected him to be...]
[Deep breaths. Even if Lavellan hadn't said anything or done anything, he would have assumed it was his fault, regardless.]
Not that I know of, no.
[And he knows that feeling. He's seen it in Pidge. Felt it occasionally, himself. Even if he'd agreed to this.]
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[Deep breaths. Even if Lavellan hadn't said anything or done anything, he would have assumed it was his fault, regardless.]
Not that I know of, no.
[And he knows that feeling. He's seen it in Pidge. Felt it occasionally, himself. Even if he'd agreed to this.]