(Yeah. I mean, I'm OK with lying if there's a reason for it.)
[ She did it to get into the Garrison, after all. It's not like she's opposed to it. This just feels different. Exhausting, in a way. Even when she was "pretending" to be Pidge, she was still being her, just with a different look and a different name. This? She's trying to be an alien. Completely. ]
(But if I let it get to me, I'm not going to get any closer to finding my dad or my brother.)
[ Honestly, it's more that then the "universe being a better place". She wants to find her family and she's ready to do a lot to get there. Her mind is humming now, idle thoughts of the insect in her hand running around and around in the forefront of her mind. Buried underneath it is the unease she has about the mission, about the Station, about all of this. But then there's the rock-steady knowledge and belief that this will get her closer to her family and everything else pales in comparison to that one, concrete idea. ]
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[ She did it to get into the Garrison, after all. It's not like she's opposed to it. This just feels different. Exhausting, in a way. Even when she was "pretending" to be Pidge, she was still being her, just with a different look and a different name. This? She's trying to be an alien. Completely. ]
( But if I let it get to me, I'm not going to get any closer to finding my dad or my brother. )
[ Honestly, it's more that then the "universe being a better place". She wants to find her family and she's ready to do a lot to get there. Her mind is humming now,
idle thoughts of the insect in her hand running around and around in the forefront of her mind. Buried underneath it is the unease she has about the mission, about the Station,
about all of this. But then there's the rock-steady knowledge and belief that this will get her closer to her family and everything else pales in comparison to that one, concrete idea. ]