[In this, Seviilia is patient. Her thoughts are quiet, absorbing with ever narrowing eyes. Much of it would have been beyond her scope a few weeks before, but now she understands. The vision she sees of the Ark, day to day life, she can almost remember as if she lived it herself. The danger of losing air, the journey to the ground, the replay of Murphy's hanging. His betrayal echoes back to her, and her confusion only escalates.
There is a moment, she was just a kid that Seviilia vehemently rejects. Her penance in turn to live with her crime was served twice over in turn through her own death, taken by her own hand -- something in the death knight finds justice in it. There is little satisfaction in it, and the stormcloud of her thoughts returns to Bellamy.
The context doesn't help, and her spine straightens for it. She wants to ask why they sent their offspring, why the adults hadn't sacrificed someone more capable of making decisions, to ensure their survival. But ultimately, she isn't sure that Murphy would know, and it isn't relevant to the answers she really wants.]
(You deserved your vengeance.)
[If not against the child, then against all who assisted in putting that rope around his neck. She would still see it given to him -- that he shouldn't find himself swimming in his sick emotions that she can feel eating at her stomach.]
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There is a moment, she was just a kid that Seviilia vehemently rejects. Her penance in turn to live with her crime was served twice over in turn through her own death, taken by her own hand -- something in the death knight finds justice in it. There is little satisfaction in it, and the stormcloud of her thoughts returns to Bellamy.
The context doesn't help, and her spine straightens for it. She wants to ask why they sent their offspring, why the adults hadn't sacrificed someone more capable of making decisions, to ensure their survival. But ultimately, she isn't sure that Murphy would know, and it isn't relevant to the answers she really wants.]
( You deserved your vengeance. )
[If not against the child, then against all who assisted in putting that rope around his neck. She would still see it given to him -- that he shouldn't find himself swimming in his sick emotions that she can feel eating at her stomach.]