[ It seems too selfish to Elena to focus on her own feelings, but also... she doesn't entirely disagree with Lakshmi. She hates herself too, is disgusted by what she is, and can't believe she has to live her life this way now. How is she going to manage? Is there anyone here who can even begin to help her?
Her face shifts back to normal and she can feel tears in her eyes, everything feeling so overwhelming and impossible to overcome. ]
I didn't want to be like this.
[ Not that that makes it any better, she knows, but it has to be said. Thought. Breathed in because the thought tries to consume her. She doesn't want this by any means, but what choice does she have? ]
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Her face shifts back to normal and she can feel tears in her eyes, everything feeling so overwhelming and impossible to overcome. ]
I didn't want to be like this.
[ Not that that makes it any better, she knows, but it has to be said. Thought. Breathed in because the thought tries to consume her. She doesn't want this by any means, but what choice does she have? ]