[ Bellamy doesn't grasp what Lexa is giving up in totality. There's much of her still hidden from him, and the soft, private parts of her he's caught glimpses of don't completely illustrate the inner workings of her mind for him. But he understands enough of Lexa to realize that she's giving something up and remaking an end goal. A new legacy, one created here, as a Host, is very different than angling to return home. ]

We both know that's not always something that can be planned.

[ But he trusts Lexa to handle the race. He trusts her to be capable and competent under pressure. And he trusts her to come back to Clarke. ]

And I won't be able to help you with anything until this sickness passes.