[ Her smile twists painfully, spasmodically. Asuka was probably the kind of person she would have hurt, whose defiant buttons she would have pushed, whose need for recognition she would have mocked. Would have encouraged to turn off all of her stupid fucking feelings and just keep her nose down and do as she was fucking told. Because no one gave a shit whether she liked her life or not. ]
(I don't want to hurt any more kids who haven't even gotten a chance at their lives yet. I don't want to watch people get used up for no fucking reason. Don't want to watch anyone else brainwashed and twisted up.)
[ She shifts uncomfortably, the emotion boiling under her skin. ]
(That's the kind of thing I used to do, because I was a stupid brain washed bitch and I didn't know I was wrong.)
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( I don't want to hurt any more kids who haven't even gotten a chance at their lives yet. I don't want to watch people get used up for no fucking reason. Don't want to watch anyone else brainwashed and twisted up. )
[ She shifts uncomfortably, the emotion boiling under her skin. ]
( That's the kind of thing I used to do, because I was a stupid brain washed bitch and I didn't know I was wrong. )