[ That's how it's always been for Asuka; she judges herself the most harshly out of everyone around her. She detests herself for being weak, for being forgotten, for being an unwanted child. She wasn't good enough and never has been, never will be. It's the gnawing self-doubt and self-loathing that eats away at her. The kind she admits to herself. Out of all the people in the world that she hates, she hates herself most of all. ]
Sometimes I think I might as well be.
[ She doesn't want to die. But sometimes she wishes she were. ]
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Sometimes I think I might as well be.
[ She doesn't want to die. But sometimes she wishes she were. ]