[ She doesn't know why she feels comfortable expressing this to Annie. ]
-I'm just digging deeper into this hole.
[ It hurts. Every time she makes a mistake she feels as if the ground should swallow her. Every little error is grounds for self-hatred. It's horrible and even knowing she shouldn't let that happen doesn't really curb it. Her brain does it for her.
She doesn't know how to process Annie's offer. It's weird and she doesn't want to accept it, doesn't want to acknowledge it. But it's just hovering there and she doesn't know whether to shove it back in Annie's face or not. ]
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[ She doesn't know why she feels comfortable expressing this to Annie. ]
-I'm just digging deeper into this hole.
[ It hurts. Every time she makes a mistake she feels as if the ground should swallow her. Every little error is grounds for self-hatred. It's horrible and even knowing she shouldn't let that happen doesn't really curb it. Her brain does it for her.
She doesn't know how to process Annie's offer. It's weird and she doesn't want to accept it, doesn't want to acknowledge it. But it's just hovering there and she doesn't know whether to shove it back in Annie's face or not. ]
( ...what the Hell could you actually do? )
[ That's... kind of neutral. ]