[ It sounds selfish and it really is. It's the cry of someone who wants attention, who wants respect, who wants so much and a part of her still sees stacking up victories as the way to do that, even if she knows deep down that the only way to climb out of the hole she's in is to drag herself. ]
I failed.
[ She could make excuses or push the blame on someone else and she'd like to, but it was an individual competition. And she knows that ultimately it does come down to her performance. ]
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[ It sounds selfish and it really is. It's the cry of someone who wants attention, who wants respect, who wants so much and a part of her still sees stacking up victories as the way to do that, even if she knows deep down that the only way to climb out of the hole she's in is to drag herself. ]
I failed.
[ She could make excuses or push the blame on someone else and she'd like to, but it was an individual competition. And she knows that ultimately it does come down to her performance. ]
I shouldn't have.