redheadcarrier: (Darkness)
Asuka Langley Soryu ([personal profile] redheadcarrier) wrote in [community profile] station72 2017-09-14 09:03 pm (UTC)

[ Before she used to believe and lie to herelf because it was better than thinking that her doorway to the world of adulthood wanted nothing to do with her. Lying to herself made her feel better. It kept up the self-inflicted illusion that she was fine, that everything was fine, as long as she just did what was asked of her. Now it's all different and her insecurity is on display, now more than ever. She knows about it. Wants to fix it.

But it's not that easy.

Her shoulders tighten at the reprimand and she glances away, her veiled and cloaked head turning sharply.
]

I just-

[ The words catch in her throat. Is she considering apologizing to him? She shouldn't focus on him. He's supposed to be dead. And trying to rekindle some sort of spark when it was never there in the first place is ridiculous. Besides. He'd held her. He'd done more for her since his arrival than he ever had at home. "Home". ]

...I keep talking to Misato. She doesn't want anything to do with me.

[ She sounds bitter. And there's the implied apology. I think you're the same and I'm frightened. ]

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