[Don't feel guilty. Don't beat yourself up over it. It's better that some of them don't know. That some of them don't hurt like this. Don't feel like part of themselves have been ripped apart, shredded and cut open under hot lights and held down and pieces pulled out, the people they're supposed to trust betraying that trust betraying them and don't put me under don't please listen--]
[He shakes his head. Human hand tightening on hers reflexively.]
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[Don't feel guilty. Don't beat yourself up over it. It's better that some of them don't know. That some of them don't hurt like this. Don't feel like part of themselves have been ripped apart, shredded and cut open under hot lights and held down and pieces pulled out, the people they're supposed to trust betraying that trust betraying them and don't put me under don't please listen--]
[He shakes his head. Human hand tightening on hers reflexively.]
(I'm sorry. It's -- it's bad.)