[ His eyes shut slightly at Bucky's impression, and flickers of his own experiences make it out - Shiro angry and betrayed, Damon with shadows under his eyes trying to pretend like this doesn't bother him, Annie drunk and disgusted, Clint skirting the edges with mute horror, just how many people fought Sam when he tried -
He shakes his head, pulling himself from his thoughts. ]
(I hate this fucking mission.)
[ He hates a lot of things right now, but mostly he hates the way Bucky's feeling, hates that there's nothing he can do about what's happened. And he wants - he wants so damn badly to do something about this, to figure out why the hell Bucky's mad at him.
But he knows better than to try that right now. On top of being drunk, Sam's still angry and grieving, and he's not in any kind of state to try to talk through something. So instead he reaches out to take Bucky's hand. ]
(Let's just -) [ His fingers lace with Bucky's and he tugs a little, trying to get him in closer. ] (Later, let's just deal with all of that later. We're alone, let's just keep each other safe.)
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[ His eyes shut slightly at Bucky's impression, and flickers of his own experiences make it out - Shiro angry and betrayed, Damon with shadows under his eyes trying to pretend like this doesn't bother him, Annie drunk and disgusted, Clint skirting the edges with mute horror, just how many people fought Sam when he tried -
He shakes his head, pulling himself from his thoughts. ]
( I hate this fucking mission. )
[ He hates a lot of things right now, but mostly he hates the way Bucky's feeling, hates that there's nothing he can do about what's happened. And he wants - he wants so damn badly to do something about this, to figure out why the hell Bucky's mad at him.
But he knows better than to try that right now. On top of being drunk, Sam's still angry and grieving, and he's not in any kind of state to try to talk through something. So instead he reaches out to take Bucky's hand. ]
( Let's just - ) [ His fingers lace with Bucky's and he tugs a little, trying to get him in closer. ] ( Later, let's just deal with all of that later. We're alone, let's just keep each other safe. )