[ Sam is... definitely not objecting to watching Bucky hurriedly strip off the disguise, dropping the fabric where ever it falls. Or to the way Bucky drags them both down onto the bedrolls, and Sam all but plasters himself against Bucky, arms wrapped around him and hand settling at the small of his back.
Shitty doesn't seem strong enough for how bad the last few days have been, and it's not like being here like this with Bucky is going to make anything better - except it is, at least for right now. He wants - he wants so many things, honestly, but he pulls back from all of them, lets himself focus on right Bucky. With how many of the things he wants are centered around Bucky anyway, it's pretty damn easy to let himself get lost in them.
Bucky needs him. Bucky needing anything is a hell of a huge step, but the fact that it's him - it's a little overwhelming, but Sam's selfish, too, and he wants. He wants to give Bucky what he needs, wants to try to make him feel safe, just for a little while, he wants Bucky.
His hand strokes up Bucky's back and down again, half for comfort and half because he needs the skin to skin contact. ]
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Shitty doesn't seem strong enough for how bad the last few days have been, and it's not like being here like this with Bucky is going to make anything better - except it is, at least for right now. He wants - he wants so many things, honestly, but he pulls back from all of them, lets himself focus on right Bucky. With how many of the things he wants are centered around Bucky anyway, it's pretty damn easy to let himself get lost in them.
Bucky needs him. Bucky needing anything is a hell of a huge step, but the fact that it's him - it's a little overwhelming, but Sam's selfish, too, and he wants. He wants to give Bucky what he needs, wants to try to make him feel safe, just for a little while, he wants Bucky.
His hand strokes up Bucky's back and down again, half for comfort and half because he needs the skin to skin contact. ]
( I'm here, I've got you. )