People are fucked up, Asuka.

[ Maybe she should just leave it at that, but she can't imagine that satisfying the girl. She was stubborn like that. ]

Assuming 'good enough' means pretty, smart, whatever -- he could've put out and thought you were dirt. You did it first, kissing him wasn't about him at all, you know he's a scrub. So maybe not kissing back had nothing to do with you too.