[ The urge to apologize flares up. Bellamy knows it likely wouldn't assuage Gildor's sense that he's failed somehow. It's impossible to explain to people how sorrow is knit into the fabric of his life. Even the best moments of Bellamy's life are inextricably shot through with some unpleasant memory. The good and the bad appear in tandem. It was simply the way life was. Before arriving in the Nest, Bellamy had never even considered that it might someday be otherwise. ]
Thank you, [ Bellamy repeats, letting all else settle unspoken between them. ] I'll try to read some tonight for you.
[ On some level, Bellamy suspects it's better to read it all as soon as he can. There's no predicting the way they'll leave this planet and what they might have to leave behind when they do. ]
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Thank you, [ Bellamy repeats, letting all else settle unspoken between them. ] I'll try to read some tonight for you.
[ On some level, Bellamy suspects it's better to read it all as soon as he can. There's no predicting the way they'll leave this planet and what they might have to leave behind when they do. ]