No. [Bucky shakes his head, looking away from the both of them. He's got both sets of eyes on him and he's trapped. He knows there's something wrong with him, a lot of things wrong. He can't ever fully escape from HYDRA. The itch to run grows in his chest, crashing with the anger and frustration he can't vent.
They don't trust him. Hell, he doesn't trust himself.
He's not even a properly working weapon anymore. Instead, emotions and memories have gummed up the bolt action, leaving him useless and ultimately broken. It's not Steve's job to fix him, there is no fixing him.
What limited patience he has with himself has worn into microscopic threads. Why can't he be better? Why can't he shake off HYDRA? Why isn't he strong enough?] No one said the goddamn words, either.
[That's the worst part, he thinks, that he wasn't even triggered properly and he still went off. He's dangerous.]
/jumps back in here real quick since bucky kinda needs to answer that question
They don't trust him. Hell, he doesn't trust himself.
He's not even a properly working weapon anymore. Instead, emotions and memories have gummed up the bolt action, leaving him useless and ultimately broken. It's not Steve's job to fix him, there is no fixing him.
What limited patience he has with himself has worn into microscopic threads. Why can't he be better? Why can't he shake off HYDRA? Why isn't he strong enough?] No one said the goddamn words, either.
[That's the worst part, he thinks, that he wasn't even triggered properly and he still went off. He's dangerous.]