[ for a good few moments, it's relatively peaceful, or as much as you can call Ren losing his emotional shit peaceful, and Sam remains as he is, with the quiet hum of calm he can offer. Ren's storm of memory and sentiment of varying degrees between despairing and enraged. It's a mixture he's come to be familiar with, and find as a distinct marker of the man next to him. He's been born and grown into this hurricane of a consciousness, and all that's mercurial and hyper reactionary in him. There's flashes of a mother, cold and distant, apprehensive, an affection that didn't quite reach far enough, and perhaps that wasn't her fault, but it doesn't really matter now, for what Ren's become.
Ben, actually, as the name the echoes through his memories, and Sam tucks that information away somewhere. Not to be used, just to remember.
it all comes as quickly to an ending as it had starter, with Ren lurching and lashing out and screaming, and while the suddenness of it may have Sam jumping some, he isn't really surprised that it happened. Sam's retracting his arm the moment after he's told, but doesn't put any fuss up about it. Instead, he eases himself up casually, as if Ren hadn't just lost his shit one direction and then in the other, and paces over to the nearby bed to drag off a pillow and blanket.
plopping the pillow near Ren's head, he flops the blanket over his curled up form as well, before reaching to take up what's left of the liquor bottle. Best not to leave that here, in case Ren decides to drown his sorrows and ends up with alcohol poisoning. ] Gets some rest. You'll have a killer hangover in the morning.
[ he probably has some more calming down to do, and maybe being close to Jessica, and her relative absence of presence, will be good for him. on the way out, sam hits the light switch. he'll just be passed out on the couch for the rest of the night, not far if Ren starts to have a more serious freak out. ]
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Ben, actually, as the name the echoes through his memories, and Sam tucks that information away somewhere. Not to be used, just to remember.
it all comes as quickly to an ending as it had starter, with Ren lurching and lashing out and screaming, and while the suddenness of it may have Sam jumping some, he isn't really surprised that it happened. Sam's retracting his arm the moment after he's told, but doesn't put any fuss up about it. Instead, he eases himself up casually, as if Ren hadn't just lost his shit one direction and then in the other, and paces over to the nearby bed to drag off a pillow and blanket.
plopping the pillow near Ren's head, he flops the blanket over his curled up form as well, before reaching to take up what's left of the liquor bottle. Best not to leave that here, in case Ren decides to drown his sorrows and ends up with alcohol poisoning. ] Gets some rest. You'll have a killer hangover in the morning.
[ he probably has some more calming down to do, and maybe being close to Jessica, and her relative absence of presence, will be good for him. on the way out, sam hits the light switch. he'll just be passed out on the couch for the rest of the night, not far if Ren starts to have a more serious freak out. ]