[That's not something he thought he'd ever think while he was here. But now, suddenly, his thoughts feel like they're echoing in his head with no one to hear. Feels like the loss of his arm is fresh all over again -- hard to explain, when you don't remember losing it to begin with. The thought of a hand gripping his.]
[ We just have to survive. We've lived through worse. Haven't we? ]
[And now... nothing.]
[On the SHIP, he's quiet. Wrapped in layers of black and his own thoughts. Moving mechanically through the motions of setting things up and assisting where he's needed in CAMP. He'll reach out to the people closest to him, when there's breathing space.]
[Unconsciously. To make sure there's still people here. There are still anchors in the wreaths of stars. Nothing else pulled out from under him. Wrestling with something he doesn't want to name or give power to.]
[Until, finally, the announcement, before it's too late.]
(I'm staying.)
((ooc: consider this just a general headspace slash activity detail for the day. If you want anything specific just let me know!! Wanted to leave it open for any last-minute conversations for CR heading back to the station.))
OTA | Hyrypia | 42 pre-party split
[It's too quiet.]
[That's not something he thought he'd ever think while he was here. But now, suddenly, his thoughts feel like they're echoing in his head with no one to hear. Feels like the loss of his arm is fresh all over again -- hard to explain, when you don't remember losing it to begin with. The thought of a hand gripping his.]
[ We just have to survive. We've lived through worse. Haven't we? ]
[And now... nothing.]
[On the SHIP, he's quiet. Wrapped in layers of black and his own thoughts. Moving mechanically through the motions of setting things up and assisting where he's needed in CAMP. He'll reach out to the people closest to him, when there's breathing space.]
[Unconsciously. To make sure there's still people here. There are still anchors in the wreaths of stars. Nothing else pulled out from under him. Wrestling with something he doesn't want to name or give power to.]
[Until, finally, the announcement, before it's too late.]
(I'm staying.)
((ooc: consider this just a general headspace slash activity detail for the day. If you want anything specific just let me know!! Wanted to leave it open for any last-minute conversations for CR heading back to the station.))