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sam "flying jackhammer" alexander ✧ nova ([personal profile] headinjuries) wrote in [community profile] station722016-10-05 07:18 pm

day 42

WHO: miniSam and whoever drops in
WHERE: The Bearings
WHEN: Day 42, mid-day
SUMMARY: Watching the news. Trashtalking Ngozi. Chess.
WARNINGS: None yet?



[ So here's a familiar sight: Sam Alexander watching the news, stretched out on the floor in front of the screen that he is only ever going to think of as a TV no matter what you want to call it, thank you very much. There's a chessboard in front of him, a can of a soda by his elbow, and an expression on his face that hovers somewhere between "unimpressed" and "disgusted," because guess who's being interviewed? ]

"Don't think that because we're investigating subspace right now that we aren't looking into other options as well -"

[ Sam snorts derisively as he mutes the sound, because he's really not in the mood. ]

Yeah, sure you are.

[ Back to that chess game. Or, on closer inspection, maybe it's not quite chess; it's something played on the same board of sixty-four squares, but the pieces are oddly shaped and there are a few extras sitting discarded to the side with the captured pieces, because he just picked out whatever game looked the closest and ignored the rules it came with.

It really figures that Ilde offered to play with him, and when he finally found a board...she's in a coma.

Because hey, it's not like enough was going badly already, right? He should've expected.

So instead he's playing against himself, turning the board around after each move, frowning thoughtfully as he moves a - well, he's decided it's a knight, whatever that piece is really supposed to be - and stopping, not letting go of the piece and committing to the move just yet.

Yes, lil' biscuit can do thoughtful.

Who knew? ]
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[personal profile] batmotif 2016-11-10 02:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sam definitely got stuck with one of the more inconvenient powers, there's no way around that.]

There's a difference between controlling them and indulging yourself in them. [He pauses, a hesitation.] We've asked you to utilize your powers a lot lately; that probably hasn't made it any easier.

[Is that a smallest admission of guilt? It may just be.]
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[personal profile] batmotif 2016-11-14 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[No one gets to excuse his admission of guilt, at least not successfully. He holds onto that kind of thing so tightly that it's practically become a part of his personality.]

Just because something is useful doesn't mean you need to over rely on it. There has to be a limit; we should have been more creative.
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[personal profile] batmotif 2016-11-17 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
No point in shrugging it off when we can do better the next time.

[Bruce moves one of his own pieces forward as soon as Sam finishes. He had already been considering what moves to make while Sam had been thinking.]
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[personal profile] batmotif 2016-11-21 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[No, he really can't.]

That's all well and good, but you don't just get "better" by hoping it goes more smoothly the next time around.
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[personal profile] batmotif 2016-11-29 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not that easy, Sam.

[For him, should be the sentiment that he leaves hanging there, perhaps echoed more clearly in their shared link if Bruce allowed it. He looks down at the piece Sam had moved, brow knitting.]

The mistakes we've made in the past define how we react to the future. I'm not going to sit idly by and wallow in it, but I'm also not going to pretend to be okay with how much this whole mission has relied on your abilities, at the risk of your own health.

[He means more than just nausea, of course. He means whatever unforeseen consequences comes from using the symbiote unquestioningly.]