[ There's a quiet surge of respect when the nightmare retreats. Sam pulls back a little from Shiro's mind, a final stroke through his hair as he untangles his fingers and leaving a faint sense of so damn proud of you. Shiro let it go, he stopped it from taking hold - and sure, he did it with support, but that's the point. He adds it to the list of what he needs to talk to Shiro about when he wakes up.
He looks back up at Bellamy, brows furrowing a little. ]
(Easier'd be pretty damn awesome; there's a reason I keep bugging people to let me heal them, you know?) [ Aside from actually wanting to help, anyway. ] (The symbiote makes things complicated, but.)
[ And here he hesitates. He knows Shiro's shields aren't that great, though they've been getting better, but broodmate or not, he doesn't know how much of Shiro's issues that Bellamy knows. It doesn't feel right talking about them while Shiro's asleep.
But the way Bellamy's looking at him with quiet despair is pretty much impossible to ignore. ]
(Back home, I was a soldier with a fucked up brain.) [ Simplifying things, yeah, but it's still the truth. ] (I learned how to make it less fucked up, and how to use it to help people do the same. Problem is, it's real damn hard to get anyone to accept help.)
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He looks back up at Bellamy, brows furrowing a little. ]
( Easier'd be pretty damn awesome; there's a reason I keep bugging people to let me heal them, you know? ) [ Aside from actually wanting to help, anyway. ] ( The symbiote makes things complicated, but. )
[ And here he hesitates. He knows Shiro's shields aren't that great, though they've been getting better, but broodmate or not, he doesn't know how much of Shiro's issues that Bellamy knows. It doesn't feel right talking about them while Shiro's asleep.
But the way Bellamy's looking at him with quiet despair is pretty much impossible to ignore. ]
( Back home, I was a soldier with a fucked up brain. ) [ Simplifying things, yeah, but it's still the truth. ] ( I learned how to make it less fucked up, and how to use it to help people do the same. Problem is, it's real damn hard to get anyone to accept help. )