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THE N E S T ([personal profile] onemind) wrote in [community profile] station722017-05-07 07:56 am

[hatch log] everything happens so much

CHARACTERS: New Hosts & EVERYONE
WHERE: The Station
WHEN: DAY :039
SUMMARY: New faces and old losses - a hatch occurs and a number of older hosts go comatose. Coma'd hosts include all auto-piloted dropped characters to date.
WARNINGS: Will update as necessary. Need a warning added? PM this account please!








NEW HATCHES

YOU WAKE UP and suddenly you're a different person. No. That's not right. You're you and there's no suddenly about it. It's been a while, hasn't it? It feels like waking up from a very deep, extended sleep or like surfacing up from the darkness of the ocean and right there in your own head there's something both familiar and strange. You know intuitively that you've been unconscious for more than just a blink of the eye. While it’s impossible to tell exactly how long ago or how exactly you escaped the danger that had been breathing down your neck, you're certain it was more than a moment ago.

But here you are, a small miracle of the multiverse: lying in a small faintly hexagonal chamber, a gentle white light emanating from the surrounding walls. If you were injured during your escape, those injuries have been healed. If you were anxious or frightened or distraught, those feelings have been briefly calmed. There's something strangely peaceful about waking up here. That feeling persists even as you find the tube running from the base of your neck to the compartment's rear wall.

But once the tube's disconnected? Things get loud. A wave of emotion fills that peaceful void - fear, uncertainty, relief, a sense of purpose or loneliness or anxiety. Maybe some of these emotions are yours, but they can't all be. After the initial sensory overload, the mental buzz elongates: stretches out into a murmur like the sound of a party happening behind a closed door.

You can sit up - barely -, and shift out of the pod. There’s a ladder at your feet and a little cubby just before it with anything you brought with you as well as a set of crisp, loose-fitting white clothes; while your injuries are healed, whatever you’re wearing is in the exact state it was before. Maybe it's time for a change? Drop down the ladder to the floor of the Nesting Deck and you’ll find you’re not alone. The closer you are to these stranger, the louder the sound in your head becomes. --Actually they're not quite strangers either, are they? Something is wound about and between you and these people, whoever they are, are as familiar as this place you've never been is.

Welcome to Station 72. The air buzzes with activity. Somewhere deep in the Station, other minds call to yours. They are bright, brilliantly celebratory spots in your subconscious. They are sun-warm gentle, or they are fire and the taste of ash, or they are a vibrant frenetic whirl, or they are a tangled garden, or they are the feeling of flight through dense cirrus clouds. No two links are exactly the same, but you know for certain that you are connected to all of them in at least some small way.

Which is why it's easy to tell when something goes terribly wrong:



OLD HOSTS

THE ENDORPHIN RUSH of making it back to Station 72 (relatively) unharmed, having successfully acquired exactly what you'd set out to get your hands on can't be denied. Even if you're not necessarily the type to celebrate, there's no ignoring the thrumming celebratory sensation from those Hosts who are.

After a few hours of being back in the void, something else stirs in the air: the clear, prickling sensation of new hosts hatching on the Nesting Deck. They're a rush of mental information - as if someone's turned the volume on the radio all the way up -, a cacophony of sensation and emotional feedback for anyone unprepared to shield against it.

The swell of feeling might make it easy to miss what follows immediately after: the dull, gut-deep quiet as The Darkling, Chuuya Nakahara, and Nasu Rei go suddenly comatose.






((OOC Notes: This is the hatch log for all new hosts. Feel free to make your own logs and posts additional to this if you care do. You can find a more detailed overview of the hatching process HERE. You can find additional setting information about the Station HERE If you have any questions, please hit up either the FAQ or MOD CONTACT pages!))






huntsmachines: (Conversational)

Re: the station!

[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-05-24 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Aloy looks up at Gladio before he speaks. She can feel it, too. The way that just the being close to him fills in some buzzing empty space ion her head that she hadn't realized was there before. It's like someone has thrown her a lifeline and she accepts it without thinking. Aloy reaches out to accept that part of him stretching out and his calmness, his centered feeling seems to flood her and push back at the anxiety and frustration and anger. Gladio's presence is a rock, a foothold as she begins to ascend.

It is both gratifying and terrifying and she's not sure which she should feel more. She takes a breath and her mind breathes with her before she slowly begins to push herself to her feet. ]


Hello.

[ What else does she say? She doesn't know. ]
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[personal profile] lilies 2017-05-24 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ what is there to say in this kind of situation? hey, i'm in your head, and it's probably no cool, but we're sort of stuck with it aren't we?

gladio didn't think this far ahead, he seldom does when he's not in a fight or out in the wilds. but here they are and he pulls her back from the frantic emotional doggy paddle that leaves you tired and sore. he waits patiently for her to wind together and as soon as he sees her beginning to push up, he joins her, his arms hanging loose at his sides. ]


Gonna be honest with you, it might not get quieter for a while. Sure as hell got a lot worse before it got better.

[ But an easy smile comes to him here as he offers out a hand. ] I'm Gladio.
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[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-05-24 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ What can you say? Aloy inhales and exhales, her shoulders losing some of the tension that seems to accumulate on her. She looks up at Gladio with a furrowed brow--he's tall and broad and he feels comforting in a way that she hasn't really felt since before Rost died. ]

Sounds like business as normal then.

[ She hesitates, then reaches out to grasp his hand awkwardly for a shake. ]

Aloy.

[personal profile] lilies 2017-05-25 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ gladio laughs a little, letting go of her hand reaching back to adjust the sword on his back, something he'd been on his way to stow since noctis' weird hammerspace is acting up. ]

The whole "everyone's crammed in your head and up in your business" thing--[ he taps the side of his temple with a decisive finger. ] Just wait 'til people start talking right into your head instead of just bleeding in. Less you've already gotten to that part already too.

[ he's maybe still a little irked by it. ]
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[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-05-25 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
It's... distracting.

[ Aloy agrees readily with Gladio on that one. It's bizarre, dealing with emotions and voices and stray thoughts. It's so distracting and frustrating! ]

You feel different, though.

[personal profile] lilies 2017-05-25 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah... I felt it when I got here a while back. You're...

[ it's been explained to him once before, but it's still surreal to him, knowing that among the people that can reach out to him, there are a designated few who are closer than that, almost like siblings. the calmness curls around her frustration reassuringly to reel it in.

it's okay. ]


You feel stronger? [ hm. ] Brighter.

[ the words aren't working, at least they aren't able to convey what he wants to say but can't get his tongue around. his spine feels like it's prickling, different from everyone else here save for a couple of people he'd woken up with the first time. there's a pang then, quiet, nostalgia, blood of the same blood. she feels like that and the concept in its entirety bleeds over. they call it a brood. ]
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[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-05-25 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Part of Aloy's frustration tugs back a little. She doesn't want to be calm. She wants to be angry and confused and upset right now. In the end she lets him guide her towards something resembling calm, though. ]

Yes. Something like that.

[ It's strange. Very strange. She's never felt this close to someone. Even Rost was different. Is this what it's like to have a family? Siblings? She's not sure but part of her aches for it and she wants to let herself submerge into it, to feel that closeness and quiet intimacy. ]

I don't know how to feel about it.

[personal profile] lilies 2017-05-25 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't get much say in the matter now do we?

[ barely resigned, more... adaptable. he's willing to work with it, resistant at first, just like the frustration that ropes around him. he lets it, knows the feeling, presents his own forward.

a wall, solid, firm, rooted. he knows it's invasive. ]


Best to use it to our advantage. Whatever that's gonna end up being.

[ he nods to her lance then, brows lifting, relaxed now. ]

Nice polearm. Looks like it's seen a good fight.
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[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-05-26 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
If we can use it to our advantage, anyway. I have to learn about all of these people. Learn to trust them, how they work. It's hard to work together without that.

[ How would she know? Her experience is telling Nora what to do and them doing it or bieng told what to do by Sylens. Teamwork isn't really something she has a lot of experience with. She looks down at her lance as he motions towards it. ]

It's seen me through a lot.

[personal profile] lilies 2017-05-29 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it is. it's hard to trust when you're flooded with too many emotions to parse out what's yours and what isn't, what's true and what's false. but gladio on the other hand is far more used to working in a team, thrives off of it. the sentiment is something that has a hand in keeping him at an even keel, the thoughts of people in a group relying on the certainty of each other. ]

You're used to working alone?

[ it's a thought that glances off of his own, faint and there and he tries to shake it off just a bit. ]
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[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-05-31 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That's a loaded question, isn't it? Aloy takes a breath and her mind roils with inner turmoil. If she's honest, she's used to being alone, period. It's been only recently and rarely that she's worked with anyone besides Rost and even then... as she grew older she spent more and more time on her own. She furrows her brow. ]

Yes.
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[personal profile] lilies 2017-05-31 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ loaded, but they'll all have to be honest here in the end. his expression softens up a little bit as he feels it, churning and rough, spinning. it's lasted a long time and he can feel it. he nods down the hall. ]

Walk with me.

[ a suggestion. he hasn't had long to explore the station yet, not since being sent down to the waypoint. ]

Tough place where you're from? [ to openly carry her lance like that--she could have been mid-fight, but there's a wear to her, the kind that indicates survival, and gladio doesn't need a hivemind to know that. he knows survival in someone's eyes. in their posture. you become it. ]
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[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-06-01 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Aloy falls into an easy, loping step as they head away from the turbulent noise of mixed emotions and chatter. It's easier to focus now with that buzzing space in her head being filled by him. She looks down at her lance along with him. ]

Learning to use it was part of growing up.

[personal profile] lilies 2017-06-01 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ he admires it for a bit, tipping his head. the curiosity bites at him in a way he's never quite felt it before, but he leans into it, a light smile spreading. ]

Where did you do all that growing up? Can't say I've seen anyone dressed up quite like you here. Or even back home. Nothing close to it.
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[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-06-01 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Aloy hefts her lance for a moment. The curiosity from Gladio is a bit infectious, really. ]

The Mother's Embrace.

[ As if that explains everything. Glimpses of towering mountains, snow, pine trees. ]

[personal profile] lilies 2017-06-01 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ the mountains, the snow, all of it strikes gladio dead center. he hasn't really enjoyed this strange ability that they've all been tethered with--to share these kinds of sensations with each other, but the moment he feels it, he takes in a bit of a breath. ]

Mother's Embrace. A name like that, no wonder.

[ the familiarity it breeds only gets him thinking about home as well. trees too, tall and lush, mountains, rivers: the only difference, perhaps, are the great black swaths of road. ]

It's beautiful.
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[personal profile] huntsmachines 2017-06-02 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
It's very beautiful. I miss it.

[ And part of her misses it because part of her feels that she can never truly go home again. She has seen too much, learned too much of the world to find the Embrace comforting. It will always be home but she feels distinctly apart from the people she yearned all her life to be part of. ]

I don't know if I can spend my time yearning for home here, though.

[personal profile] lilies 2017-06-19 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. [ though the way he says it is perhaps a little half-hearted. settling. it's the truth. it isn't the place so much as his companions that he's ruminated on more than anything, however. ] Wouldn't do any good in a place like this.