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THE N E S T ([personal profile] onemind) wrote in [community profile] station722017-07-12 09:35 pm

[hatch log / mission: hyrypia] the winds that will be howling at all hours

CHARACTERS: New Hosts & EVERYONE
WHERE: Station 72; Hyrypia - Naerstone House
WHEN: DAY :002 - :003
SUMMARY: New hosts hatch on the Station, are briefed, then make their way to Hyrypia to join the rest of the hosts… while they attend a very important history lesson.
WARNINGS: Will update as necessary. Need a warning added? PM this account please!






STATION 72
DAY :002

NEW HATCHES

YOU WAKE UP are are suddenly changed. --No. That's not right. You're you and there's no suddenly about it. It's been a while, hasn't it? It feels like waking up from a very deep, extended sleep or surfacing up from the darkness of some wine dark sea. Nothing is different and everything is because right there in your own head there's something both familiar and strange. You know intuitively that you've been unconscious for more than just a blink of the eye.

But here you are, a small miracle of the multiverse: lying in a small, faintly hexagonal chamber with a gentle white light emanating from the surrounding walls. If you were injured during your escape, those injuries have been healed. If you were anxious or frightened or distraught, those feelings have been calmed. There's something peaceful about waking up here - like you belong. That feeling persists even as you find the tube running from the base of your neck to the compartment's rear wall.

But once the tube's disconnected? Things get loud. A wave of emotion fills that peaceful void - fear, uncertainty, relief, a sense of purpose or loneliness or anxiety. A matching dread. An easy comfort. Maybe some of these emotions are yours, but they can't all be. After the initial sensory overload, the mental buzz elongates: stretches out into a murmur like the sound of a party happening behind a nearby closed door.

You can sit up - barely -, and shift out of the pod. There’s a ladder at your feet and a little cubby just before it with anything you brought with you as well as a set of crisp, loose-fitting white clothes; while your injuries are healed, whatever you’re wearing is in the exact state it was before. Maybe it's time for a change? Drop down the ladder to the floor of the Nesting Deck and you’ll find you’re not alone.In fact there are lots of you and none of them are the strangers they should be. Some even seems like people you've known for a very long time.They are as familiar as this place you've never been is.

Welcome to Station 72. Beyond this room it's quiet and still, feeling for all the world like a hollow shell.

--Or it does until a voice separates itself from the white noise in your head:



BRIEFING

THE VOICE IN YOUR HEAD isn't really a voice at all. It's the warm tang of camaraderie, tinged with a flash of impatience like ticking hands on a clock face and a flicker of wonder: a falling star. It says:

( My, you're all very fresh aren't you? Unfortunately, the multiverse waits for no spring chicken. Once you've figured out which way's up, won't you all join us? )

Join 'us' where is the question. And yet, once you're ready to meet the owner of the voice in your mind, your footsteps simply lead you there naturally. Two strangers sit in a small circular briefing room - a tall being covered in short brown fur with a rigid demeanor, and a pale alien with yellow washed frills at her jaw and throat who is smiling cheerfully.

"Hey there, sunshine," says Rhan, her frills humming as she speaks. "Why don't you take a seat so we can get started?"

[ooc note: please see here for the catch-all briefing thread]



THE STATION

WITH A LITTLE UNDER 24 HOURS before it's time to make the trip to Hyrypia, this is as good an opportunity as you're going to get to familiarize yourself with Station 72 before you leave it. There's plenty to see, but a distinct lack of people to make conversation with. It's lonely and quiet and there's a sensation of dust gathering even where there is none. Maybe studying the briefing files on your databank and going over your mission kit is the most proactive distraction, but if not? Well there's plenty of places to get lost...


HYRYPIA - NAERSTONE HOUSE
DAY :003

MEETING

A SINGLE SHIP LANDS in a field the color of burnished gold, returning to the place it had until late the night before occupied. It's carefully inserted beside dozens of other spacecraft bearing more than faint similarities, though each has its own unique aesthetic. When the gangplank drops, the loud engines powering down, it reveals--

New hosts. Seven fresh faces - obscured as they are in layers of intricate fabric - are led down the gangplank by Rhan There to greet them is a number of other hosts - any who answered to the sweet crystalline ring of Collector’s voice in their heads hardly a half hour earlier, speaking with certainty born of truth:

( Rhan and Siva’co are returning. Shall we see what stories they have to tell? )


Despite the solidarity that both combined groups provide, there's a feeling of eyes here. A number of guards along the edge of the shuttle field are watching the reunion like hawks. Better perhaps to return to the apartments where they'll be able to speak in private and teach the new hosts what it is that has been learned since their arrival. --Or explore, for those who prefer not to rest. Naerstone House's grounds are vast and they are almost entirely open to the parties of the pilgrims to explore.

THE PERFORMANCE

AS THE SINGLE RED SUN of Hyrypia dips low on the horizon there is a long, low, mournful sound. A deep bell-- or a horn? Or maybe it's something else entirely, but the call is heard and answered as any nearby servants inform the guests of the house:

“There will be a performance of the First Journey in a quarter turn. All guests are invited to attend.”

There's no mystery as to where the event is occurring. A steady trail of guests and servants lead out past the Veranda into the central garden where a number of pillars have been mounted and a large tiered platform festooned with with numerous draped curtains and abstract representations of trees and mountains - a great stage - now sits. The stage is surrounded by numerous low settees and tables, piles of thick cushions and richly colored rugs around which guests can be found clustered, lounging while sipping thick, syrupy drinks.

Each table is illuminated only by a single glowing orb at its center. Otherwise, as the sun sets it pitches the garden into darkness as even the castle itself has been left unlit. There are no lights in distant windows or on Naerstone House's high walls; these small orbs and the glitter of stars in the black sky might very well be the only points of light in the whole universe.

The allotted time passes and the performance begins. A sun rises over the stage. It's a much larger, more intricate glowing orb and reveals a number of players dressed far more simply than the Hyrypians the hosts have met. They wear complex machine masks upon their faces that shutter into different expressions as their hands flitter across their faces: dramatic caricatures to accompany the droning sound of their singing voices as they unfold the tale at the center of the performance - the one which drives this pilgrimage and for the Nest's very presence in the universe at all. It's the story of lost Rabadoceans coming to a planet near barren intent on brutalizing them - about loss and hardship until finally a single player separates from the rest. The orb of the sun over the stage turns, it's mechanical face shifting and resetting to indicate the passage of time as the very central platform of the stage begins to turn so that this lone player might walk. And walk. And walk through deserts and scrub land, through dark woods and dark caves, against the wind and with it. Through it all, the orb over the stage slowly lowers until at last this lone player can take it in their hands.

It cracks like an egg and brilliance streams from it. Braziers catch fire in the darkness. The garden illuminates itself. Every light in Naerstone House comes to life.

With that, the silence of the crowd breaks. There is applause -- each culture in its own unique fashion -- and then there is a rise of chattering conversation as the guests are served several small dishes and talk about the show they’ve just seen - and whatever possible clues it might give to the pilgrimage they themselves would soon be undertaking.






((OOC Notes: This is the hatch log for all new hosts as well as the evening's performance. Feel free to make your own logs and posts additional to this if you care to. You can find a more detailed overview of the host hatching process HERE and additional setting information about the Station HERE. Please be sure to review the MISSION: HYRYPIA ooc information. If you have any questions, please hit up either the mission's question thread, the FAQ or MOD CONTACT pages!))






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hatch

[personal profile] ryohji 2017-07-14 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ it isn't his memory that serves him a reminder. it's when he looks down for the first time since opening his eyes, laboriously, as though his head had been stuffed with feathers and cotton and tied from his chin to his bellybutton was a string. the massive blotch of dried blood on his shirt startles for a moment, and then his wits come back to him in an unyielding flood. an old man, his stomach severed open, spine and sinew visible. all consuming darkness, enough to drown in it. fear of the kind that stills your feet and keeps you put despite yourself.

it's these memories kaji takes with him when he finally makes his way down to the deck. before he makes any determination about where he is, and why, he fishes for a cigarette. four and five more directionless paces and he spots someone else, a man, looking just as lost as he feels. he is a stranger, or not - the thought is intercepted by a more abstract sense of familiarity, one that transcends the limits of reason. what is clear: the man's youth betrays him and his avoidant behavior doesn't exactly communicate a license of authority.
]

So they've taken you, too. [ bleary eyed, kaji attempts to meet his gaze. the longer he attempts, the more foreign the images that ripple in his mind's eye. the sensation of rope-on-neck makes him brush against his adam's apple absentmindedly, but the belligerence rolls off him like water off a duck's back. ] Isn't that right?
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[personal profile] calhar 2017-07-14 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's something laughably delinquent about the way Mat tries to avoid even a direct question. The impulse is there, stubborn; but even he's aware that it's about as childish as it is futile, and he eventually gives up on the act.

The resistance in the connection thins first, followed by a cautious pause as Mat looks the man over. Dressed oddly, plain — smoking, which he's vaguely jealous of. There's no obvious threat, but simple awareness is overlaid by darkness and fear and spine and sinew, and there's another beat of silence as Mat's thoughts skitter to an abrupt halt.

Not mine. Not his death. Mat tries to brush past it as he would any other memory that isn't his, but it sticks in a way that keeps his hackles on edge. ]
Burn you— burn us, nobody's taking me anywhere. I'm not bloody staying.

[ The clear lack of a game plan to back up that statement is in the connection, stark as day, though there's a sense that he's scrabbling at something: portals, a metal tower. The words Aes Sedai, no translation, though the conviction around that one is shaky at best. There are more solid leads, like trying to fill in the gaps between Ebou Dar and here. ] Light, but where'd they find you?
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[personal profile] ryohji 2017-07-14 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh, he's a strange one. there's a muted bewilderedness plain on his face as kaji listens to him speak, before his eyes widen at the mention of -
the possibility of - leaving. kaji's not too keen on staying, either, not when he was so forcefully transported under conditions of extreme duress, and as far as he's aware promises made under duress were worth as much as the shirt on his back, mottled and stained and all. nevermind what he was in the middle of doing before the force attacked him. all that matters is that they've taken it away, the opportunity to die on his own terms.
]

Japan. [ the more kaji prods the connection - tentatively, like a blind man searching for his cane - the more he realizes the declaration is without real merit. something tells him that "japan" will fly right over the man's head just as the impression of - As sedy? Ebodar? - flies over his.

but he hasn't given up hope, not yet. but first -
]

Here. [ kaji produces his lighter and a single cigarette, offering them both on a single, outstretched palm. ] Kaji. Where I'm from names come before places.
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[personal profile] calhar 2017-07-14 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ The way Mat squints at him confirms his suspicion just as well as the bemused lack of recognition does. Japan doesn't mean anything to him. The offer of the cigarette doesn't get lost in translation, at least, though there's a wary hesitation before Mat accepts.

He rolls it between his fingers, considering the thin paper and the familiar crinkle of crushed leaves. It doesn't look quite right — and he'd rather prefer a pipe, anyway — but the impression's still the same. ]


Mat Cauthon. [ His name's gotten him into enough trouble lately, but he gives it up easily. It's difficult to imagine trouble getting worse than it already has. The lighter's still in his palm, and he's taken to casually ignoring it instead of admitting the fact that he has no idea what it is. There's no candle in sight and Kaji hasn't offered his own light, so... ???????? Technologically impaired impasse, here. ]

Two Rivers. [ It seems to occur to him that that'll mean nothing, too, and his gaze flicks back up to meet Kaji's as he tries broadening the scale. ] Andor?
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[personal profile] ryohji 2017-07-14 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
It's my pleasure, [ spoken as kaji subtly yo-yo's his gaze to and fro the lighter and mat's unmoving hands. no recognition of the name. he was either the best actor in existence, or he didn't know what japan was, which fascinates kaji on one level. on the other hand, his own ignorance likely spoke volumes in and of itself. it was possible two rivers, andor was simply some remote, little-appreciated village in some remote, little-appreciated country in europe. let's say, montenegro. kaji was well traveled, but he wasn't so cosmopolitain. it is possible, that this man hails from two rivers, andor, montenegro. is it likely? ] And no, I'm afraid it doesn't ring a bell.

[ he's also afraid this guy has the wrong idea as far as his little offering goes. that was his one and only lighter, and kaji isn't sure how he feels about losing it over a casual misunderstanding. one suspicion leads to another - really, there are clues all over the damn place - which leads kaji to his next question: ]

— Do you know how to use that?
Edited 2017-07-14 16:01 (UTC)
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[personal profile] calhar 2017-07-14 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Mat barely knew Ebou Dar from his backyard a few years ago, so the revelation that the man's never heard of Andor isn't completely alarming. He still has a hard time letting his guard down, and interactions that might feel casual on the surface are laced through with careful mistrust.

That's habit, really. If there's something slippery about Kaji's presence, the way Mat's both uncomfortably aware of his thoughts and distinctly unsure of them — that just compounds the problem. He looks to the lighter at the question, pride stirring a small backlash of denial before he smartly skips right past it. ]


I don't even know what that is.

[ He offers it back with a nod, apparently embracing the idea of lessons. If it'll let him smoke, pride can wait. After a thoughtful, curious beat: ] Flint?

[ He's seen enough fireworks to know you can pack a lot of punch into something that small. Seems a bit overkill for lighting a pipe, but he did just wake up in another world. All bets are off. ]

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[personal profile] ryohji 2017-07-14 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that's more than confirmation of his suspicions. kaji can't help but crack a smile despite himself, circumstances be damned. ]

Well, allow me to demonstrate.

[ he adjusts his position relative to mat, so that he can observe as kaji illustrates the art of flicking a bic by way of example. with a single practiced move, he pads the metal striker and rests his thumb against the red ignition without changeover. viola, a humble flame. kaji lets off the ignition to emphasize the logistics of how this all comes together: the ignition controls the flame, but the sparkwheel functions as the trigger. no flame without the spark, no flame without the gas ignited by the spark.

that's a bit too cerebral for even kaji's tastes, and he hopes that observation alone is sufficient. kaji tosses the lighter back mat's way with an almost fatherly sort of anticipation. ganbatte, mat-kun.
]

Flint has something to do with it. [ he looks more like a matchstick sort of guy, truthfully. ] It's called a lighter. That's all I need to know, at least.
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[personal profile] calhar 2017-07-15 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ He takes that smile for good humor instead of taking offense, luckily. And while Kaji passes on explaining the mechanism, the connection makes it that much easier for Mat to guess at the details — and, all things considered, it isn't completely unlike striking flint.

He catches the lighter when it's tossed back, taking a second to test the resistance of the wheel. He gets it on the second try. There's a delay while he holds the ignition down and simply watches it, curious, then he moves past being impressed in favor of lighting the cigarette. Smoking the right end, too, by the way; he might've taken note of how Kaji was handling it first. ]


I'm guessing— [ Slight pause to pass the lighter back, then he takes a short drag and lowers his cigarette. It's weaker than what he's used to, but it's still close enough to be bemusing. ] The "Guild of Illuminators" is a load of nonsense to you.
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[personal profile] ryohji 2017-07-15 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's finally found his way to a well-deserved and much belated smoke. good. kaji retrieves his lighter with a suitably impressed expression, suddenly more sympathetic to what had previously struck him as strange and reticent behavior. if lighters earned this kind of reaction, there's no telling what mat thought of the walls - glossy, smooth white, made from a material even kaji had a difficult time identifying - let alone the geometric platforms built into the walls, and then the lights lining the walls, in the ceilings, in their pods, the combination enough to make for a general absence of shadows, even in the corners.

in truth, the level of technological sophistication was a tier beyond what kaji was familiar with. it disturbs him, too, but at least he's not alone there. not by a long shot.
]

I think we're on the same page. [ though the connotations of which remind him vaguely of SEELE, if he were to take liberties in describing SEELE to a writer, or a creative. testing another one of his theories, kaji attempts to impart a memory, a ring of tall, imposing monoliths each with their own voices, forceful and imperious. ] You feel it, too. The thoughts I'm having.
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wow warn a guy next time

[personal profile] calhar 2017-07-15 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ It makes him viscerally uncomfortable, in truth, though perhaps not for the reasons Kaji assumes. There's something in the slick walls and strange rooms that reminds him of other places he's been that have no respect for logic, and Mat's been narrowly dodging the creeping familiarity of it — right up until Kaji pushes, anyway.

The memory of towering monoliths and bright lights is met with backlash, far less intentional: an eight-pointed star charted on white floor, glassy black pedestals looming high at each point. Red numbers mirrored by bright yellow strips running along each sharp edge, and the scent of it, pungent and unpleasant like damp fur and blood and bone.

Mat nearly chokes on the cigarette. Instead he yanks it out of his mouth and takes a quick step back, like the connection's something he can snap. He nearly draws one of the daggers hidden in his sleeve — doesn't, but he thinks it, making the reality of the dagger flash across the link. ]


( Blood and bloody ashes— ) [ Mat wouldn't know how to catch the thought if he'd wanted to. It all crashes down with a surge of chagrin at his own violent response, and there's thinly controlled composure when he speaks out loud. ]

Burn you— I more than feel them. [ A short pause to parse the development, thoughts stumbling from power to channel and back to Aes Sedai, then: ] I've gone mad.
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damn u should have warned a guy to warn a guy

[personal profile] ryohji 2017-07-15 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the SEELE he knows is terrifying beyond the purlieus of history and convention, but that's only because kaji knows what's behind the preeminent holographs, and the immense power they command. but offered without context in the manner he did, the memory of SEELE doesn't alone warrant his panic. unless. unless, unless, unless.

before mat can dispense with it, kaji folds the representation into itself and tucks it away in favor of latching onto what mat transmits: an eight pointed star, alien refulgence, the smell of putrid flesh. he won't deny. it reminds him, if only for the fact that they share in orphic, occult strangeness. SEELE has been around for a very long time, this kaji knows. they've taken different shapes and names in the time past, time that is measured in centuries, if not millennia. could it be that -
]

No, [ ardent curiosity aside, kaji doesn't intend to get stabbed on the off chance mat decides to forget his little favor. (funny how things change.) kaji steps back, one, two, holding up his hands in gentle appeasement. see? all gone know. no need to burn him. ] You're not going mad. Sorry about that.
Edited 2017-07-15 16:32 (UTC)
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dives down the rabbit hole ig

[personal profile] calhar 2017-07-18 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ The flicker of something else doesn't spur another violent response, but the echo of it's bemusing — symbols, words. Mat thinks of the Forsaken and of seals, then reminds himself he's being a fool. He has no idea what the seals look like, or whether they're even a real, physical thing.

It's distracting, and it takes him a few seconds to draw his focus back to Kaji. He meets his eyes again, then pointedly checks the medallion that's strung around his own neck, obscured beneath a black scarf. It's still there, and it isn't cold, which means...

He has no idea what it bloody means. That this isn't the One Power, which is good enough on its own; less good when there's no other explanation he can fathom. The pause is drawn out that much longer as Mat watches him, considering, and there's a decidedly suspicious bent to his voice when he finally replies. ]


Which one was it? You went through one of those blasted doors, didn't you.
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let us be the most irresponsible

[personal profile] ryohji 2017-07-20 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ kaji was accustomed to suspicion, knows how to diffuse it into an emotion that he could work with. people tended to assume the worst of him constantly, especially when they thought he didn't know. and some would say that there was a fine line between perspicacity and insanity, but kaji is beginning to suspect that he'd found an entirely new line, and was crossing it as they speak. ]

No. [ if there's such thing as soul fragmentation, and soul harvesting, and metabiological engineerings dressed under terms of mechanical connotation, and angels, and mind-body dissolution, and mindreading, who is he to say that time travel was something of psuedoscience? especially when the evidence presents so plainly to him, wrapped up in a shiny bow? kaji remains put, giving no indication of dropping his hands. ] I think you and I, we come from different time periods. That's why [ you don't know what a lighter is doesn't sound so convincing, perhaps, but everything about this man denotes antiquity, down to his manner of dress and speech. ] we don't recognize the places we're from. Among other things.

[ but still - ] What doors?
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[personal profile] calhar 2017-08-02 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ Different times. The concept should strike him as odd, but all it does is strike a familiar note. There's the things that are abstract, like the Wheel and the Ages and the Dragon — and there are things that are much closer, like a woman with a long, blonde braid, and memories.

It's like something's cracked a floodgate, images and voices and faces all washing over the connection in a layered, overwhelming mess, all of it laced through with adrenaline and the pitch of battle. It's something that used to give Mat a headache. He's gotten used to it, trying not to hold onto the bits and pieces and avoiding the worst of it, but the same might not be true for Kaji. When it comes to a stop, it isn't a clean cut. They fade out, grow dimmer and quieter until the clarity of the present settles back in.

Mat's brow is furrowed as he weighs an answer, suspicion still keenly intact. There's no sense of an immediate threat, but he isn't going out of his way to deescalate. ]


The ter'angreal. [ Now that the connection's sharper, the strange word will come with a vague comprehension: a twisted redstone doorway, hallways without any connection to time or place. ] It's the only way I know to find other worlds. It's how I found those flaming snakes.

[ The room with the pillars, he means. He's obviously decided Kaji's strange room is the same, or close enough. ]
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[personal profile] ryohji 2017-08-02 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Ter'angreal - ?

[ angels?

one man's recollection is another man's migraine. it hurts, too, physically: a hell of a headache that makes even the roots of his teeth ache. kaji winces, struggling to keep his feet anchored against the surge of memories, memories he suspected were revealing a great deal about his own, even if he was at a loss to interpret them.

he hears himself swear faintly, biting back the urge to retch all over the floor. reprieve comes in the shrewd arrangement of a voice, so distinct, so clear, so self-assured to rise above the fray of mat's suspicion and kaji's pounding head.
( My, you're all very fresh aren't you? Unfortunately, the multiverse waits for no spring chicken. Once you've figured out which way's up, won't you all join us? )
it's as though someone had placed two electrode paddles to his brain to force it into awareness. the migraine is gone, or maybe he's just numb. the look kaji gives mat is wide-eyed, incredulous. faintly he's aware of the weight of his gun, strapped still somehow beneath his belt. ]

Was that you?
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[personal profile] calhar 2017-08-02 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't have to feel the pain to see it. The timing doesn't go remiss, either, and that twinge of paranoia's starting up again when the other voice interrupts. Mat's gaze finally drops from Kaji, one hand pressing to his temple as if to steady a headache. The pendant around his neck is still there, a comforting weight, but there's no tell-tale cold to give him answers.

His response to the question is delayed. Even after he looks back up, there's a wary pause as he eyes Kaji, leaning into the connection without really meaning to. The shock on his face is real, the bracing thought of something— a weapon? ]


No, it wasn't. [ It's probably the most straightforward thing he's said yet, no cursing and no accusation. There wasn't any threat in the message. If anything, it came with an inherent sense of trust that's only unnatural in retrospect. The thing is, having someone mess with his head isn't exactly new, and Kaji's confusion is answered by a kind of surety on Mat's end — a name, Finn, strongly linked to the idea of misplaced thoughts and emotions.

The first choice is always running, but there doesn't seem to be anywhere to run that isn't more tall, alien hallways. Mat still considers it in a way that's level, real strategy instead of cowardice; then he settles on something else. He's made two deals with the Finn. That at least makes him more prepared for a third. ]
Are you going to follow it?
Edited 2017-08-02 23:22 (UTC)
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[personal profile] ryohji 2017-08-03 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ the feeling's mutual, then. somehow the schadenfreude doesn't sweeten the experience, however fleeting it proved. rarely does it ever.

they spend much too long, in restrospect, staring each other down like cowboys poised on opposite ends of a godforsaken town. kaji finds himself trusting mat's denial for as much as it's worth, by one virtue of it sounding the most heartfelt kaji's ever heard from him, and by another virtue of the twinge of paranoia synchorized to the foreign intruder - be it a voice, a thought, or a malevolent presence even more abstruse than even that. the effect on him was immediate. no one could ever hope to conceal such a split-nano reaction, himself included.

kaji's expression softens despite everything. it's almost imperceivable. almost.
]

Are you?

[ before he realizes it kaji is on the move, power walking down a hallway illuminated by the same white, preternatural lights. he has enough sense to cast a look over his shoulder, a subtle invitation for mat to follow, though kaji wouldn't be surprised to catch him on his heels with an urgency not of his own volition. ]

Maybe the better question is, do we have a choice?