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THE N E S T ([personal profile] onemind) wrote in [community profile] station722017-08-09 10:04 pm

[mission: hyrypia] give me my scallop shell of quiet, my staff of faith to walk upon

CHARACTERS: EVERYONE
WHERE: Hyrypia - The Graze
WHEN: DAY :013
SUMMARY: A day of competition begins, and Hosts put their newfound skills to the test.
WARNINGS: Will update as necessary. Need a warning added? PM this account please!






THE GRAZE
DAY :013

A MOURNFUL SOUND passes across the Graze in the early hours of the morning: the mingling drone of the wind coming up across the flatlands and funneling into the depths of the Finger Maze. It saws, a tired, hollow constant noise. Carried with it up through the Great Flat are maybe forty visitors carried by a variety of carts and wagons, automated and incredibly austentatious live mounts. Apparently the events of the day are drawing a crowd from the surrounding farms and homesteads on top of the various diplomatic envoys already in attendance.

After a brisk, light breakfast the short blare of a horn cuts across the encampment. It seems it's time to saddle up.



I. THE SIDELINES

A CHEER SWELLS up from the assemblage of Rabadoceans as a team successfully completes their event. On a nearby platform, musicians takes turns striking up a series of fast paced, sparkling tunes and the tang of roasting meat is heavy in the air. There's a sense of festival in this that quickly becomes lively as the Hyrypians' official pleasantries cede encourage the Meradan's cheerful, competitive shouting and the Descendants'' entertained clapping and smiling. There might even be a few smiles to be seen among the typically grim faced Carpathan diplomatic envoy.

Get something to eat. Talk to a stranger. Make friends. Sabotage a competing team. Most importantly: keep your eyes and ears open. For every moment you might spend machinating, someone (or something) else might be doing the same.

II. THE SORTING

THE SUN HAS FULLY RISEN by the time the first event is ready to begin. There has been a constant bustle up until this point, people meeting up and splitting off again, members of Envoy’s checking in with each other, carefully discussing their strategies- or laughing the challenges off as a game. Now, all of the competitors are gathered together to be given their tools- the ropes and crooks of the Gryer wranglers- even as the spectators begin to gather at the edges of the large pen, some standing at the fences, other on long staggered benches along the edges. There are a flags strung up all along the fences and large banners fly from the outermost posts of the pen. When it is nearly time the teams are split- each of the members led to a different point on the outside of the pen, to the gates that will set them loose upon the false gryer within.

When it is time for the Hosts to begin, the gates are again reset, the Gryer are all released from their holding pens, and the spectators have become no less raucous. They’re so loud it’s almost hard to hear the horn that calls from the holding pen, but the gates that spring open in front of the hosts are signal enough for them to begin. They are afforded just enough time to make their way fully into the pen before the three Gryer are lit, scattered through the herd and still milling about. The clock- or whatever passes for a clock- is ticking, and the faster they manage the task- if they manage it- the better.

When it is over, the crowd cheers, either way- energized by the competition and the strong grassy flavored drink that seems to improve every Rabadocean’s mood.

III. THE MESSENGER RACE

A SERIES OF FLAGS marks the route of the relay race that runs along the edge of the outermost cliff faces - not that it's necessary. Spectators are strung along the sidelines that it might be possible to run the race using only them as a guide for where to go. The course itself is studded with obstacles - logs and ditches, stacks of brush and at least a few imposing walls made from coral harvested out of the Finger Maze. The riders of each team are dispersed along the length of the course toward the finish line, quiet and lonely (if you disregard the forty or so other riders from competing teams in your company) and waiting in the midday heat for--

The short burst of a horn. The first string of Elin and riders, each in possession of a ceremonial scroll, launch forward across the starting line. Hopefully. What would be even better? If they keep all their riders in the process.

IV. THE ELINMASTER RUN

THE FINAL EVENT comes late - so late that the sun is already beginning to move towards the high horizon of the clifftops, leaving a cool purple cast across the landscape as the competitors and spectators alike are gathered at the yawning entrance of the isolated splinter of the Finger Maze. Unlike the other events, there is no seating, no rows, no stretches of banners or strings of flags. The environment doesn’t allow for it. Instead there are ropes separating the milling crowds from the riders. There are no gates and no strict starting point; rather, there is an area the width of the entrance and forty feet behind it that the racers may begin from. A large number are clustered near the very front - eager but clearly at extra risk, the metal and rubber flesh of the Elin automatons pressed close enough to crush. In the stillness of the near-evening air, the anticipation for this event is more subdued. More hushed. It's clear that the majority of the race will not be visible to spectators or judges. There will be only a small party waiting at the end of the course, ready in the clearing to mark places, and no witnesses before that.

The most senior members of House Basittia stand on either side of the entrance, protected by the ropes and flashy in their officiator-wear. When the horn is blown, sharp and with very little warning, it echoes down the length of the waiting canyon walls. It echoes strangely, broken only by the sound of metal hooves pounding forward into the maze and out of sight.

The first challenge is immediate - beyond the wide entrance the canyon begins to narrow dramatically. Those who have chosen the front of the pack will be forced to either get ahead or muscle their way through the others around them. Those that have chosen to stay further back will find that the distance between them and the next rider ahead of them narrows. Before there is much chance to adjust to the new positions, there is the first obstacle - a ditch, narrow but sudden, ready to take the legs out from under an Elin that fails to jump. From there the course begins in earnest. A number of paths split off from the main line, each with their own challenges. Coral branches fallen in the path, others arching just over rider’s heads. The course is full of switchbacks and sudden turns and in places the ground is made of pebbles that slide beneath the metallic hooves of the mechanical beasts. The course narrows in sections, barely wide enough to allow one rider to pass, and as the race stretches on fewer and fewer are able to continue. Some riders simply fall, others are knocked off, others foul their mounts and end up as new obstacles for those behind them.

By the time the end is in sight - a large open clearing, the far end of which has a simple stage where the judges wait - many racers have been unseated and countless others have simply fallen behind. But for those who make it to the end, there is a note in an ancient looking tome and a ribbon to be tied around their wrists to show that they have completed their trial. They will linger there in the winner’s circle until the last of the racers trickle in. Once that happens, they will be allowed at a much more sedate pace to make their way out of the canyon and into the awaiting cheering crowd - into the beginning of night and the lighting of the great braziers and flames, the scent of a well-earned meal that awaits them carried across the Graze by the mournful sigh of the wind.

V. BEFORE, AFTER, AND BETWEEN

THE COMPETITION stretches long, each individual challenge met by scores of Envoys eager to impress or simply eager for something to entertain themselves with. But the day is made far longer by the time between the competitions which is filled with talk, general chatter, and some good- and less good-natured betting - all lubricated by a constant stream of the cool grass drink that’s growing rapidly more popular as the sun’s heat increases. There's plenty to do- and plenty to enjoy between the events themselves. People will have little trouble finding things to keep busy with. And after the competition is said and done there is dinner (of course), the great dining tents pulled open and even more crowded than before with the additional local color. It’s those locals, and perhaps the camaraderie born of shared experience, which seems to help encourage some of the Envoys to intermingle more than they have before.

Of course, not everyone is in a good mood. Some of the participants didn't perform as well as others. Bruised egos are as abundant as bruised bodies among some envoys... a potentially volatile situation considering the close quarters they share with other Rabadoceans who clearly think very highly of their own performances.






((OOC Notes: This log covers the competition events of Day :013 and any related sideline activities. You can find a full breakdown of the events/a place for mini-event specific questions HERE. Sign-ups will remain open until the next event log goes live, however going forward please make sure to either join the individual event or have a full team selected for the team events. Please be aware that signing up late won't give you extra time to finish your thread to qualify for the finale event.

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sistershoggoth: (pic#11186177)

[personal profile] sistershoggoth 2017-09-13 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
( We make choices about being hurt too. )
extradite: (does not go in there...)

[personal profile] extradite 2017-09-13 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's in physics' interest to keep action bound to reaction. She bows, marginally, so he takes a step back, as commitment to estrangement as she is to keeping them in each other's orbit.

Possibly, they both can't help themselves. ]


All right, all right...

[ He can pretend, for a moment, that a whim of this scale and be fairly and accurately indulged. ]

So... if vampires ask me for — blood, do you want me to give it to them, or not?

[ His body is subject to her decisions, as ever. ]
perroquet: (05 feel)

[personal profile] perroquet 2017-09-14 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ She leans on him as he works, and for a moment he's startled. Not in that it's improper, it's just - her hair is wet, and when you can't see where water is coming from, it's startling. It makes him laugh lightly through his nose, and his mind nearly slips up on the piano keys in his head. He lets out a calming hush and he moves from her back to her neck, shifting her hair from one shoulder to the other with the upmost care.

He'll keep the mental music playing for her as long as she needs, because he truly does believe in it's power to return her to her senses. It makes the task of repeatedly wringing the cloth and washing the dirt from her skin pass by more pleasantly, too. Even when he finally feels that spark of herself returning, he doesn't stop mentally playing or washing. Just smiles to himself and wrings the cloth out under her chin, letting the water drip down his arms and her chest as he gently pushes with his mind. ]


(There you are.)

[ He drapes the damp cloth over her shoulders and gently places his hands at the sides of her temples. From there he runs his fingers back, then forward, back, forward - dragging them over her scalp to massage her head. It is something he remembers long ago from a loved one, and it's hard to keep the memory down. But his concern for her in the present outweighs the irrelevancies of the past easily enough, and his mind remains a pool of calm, of darkness, of music - all for her. ]
redheadcarrier: (Monochrome phone.)

[personal profile] redheadcarrier 2017-09-14 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
( What's that supposed to mean? )
somnifacient: (28)

[personal profile] somnifacient 2017-09-14 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
(You'd do that for me? How sweet.)

[Sarcasm mixed with humor, even as he has to stop his mount from plowing right into a stray Gryer that had zipped across his path.]

Hunting was more straightforward! All you had to do then was kill it!

[Easier than trying to wrangle animals into cooperating, that's for sure. Still, he only has so much energy left to complain, and he'd rather spend it trying to lasso his actual goal and end this event in their favor.

So-- up goes the lasso, twirling it above his head rather comically, and he throws it. It lands on his target's head, but slides off seconds later.]


Crap.
deployed: (099)

[personal profile] deployed 2017-09-14 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Octavia had put her hand on his chest, told him not to be afraid. Bellamy knows he isn't dying this time, so all that's left is embarrassed resentment over the obviousness of his illness. Fear comes drifting forward from his past, seeping in at the edges, kept at bay by the anchoring pressure of Murphy's hand. ]

I'm not going to throw up again.

[ It's a very optimistic statement. Bellamy thinks he's gotten up what little food he'd allowed himself to eat before the actual poisoning occurred, but that won't stop him from dry heaving if the nausea gets bad again. ]

Thank you.

[ Though Bellamy has to push up on an elbow to drink. A few drips spill down his front, and Bellamy ignores it. The cool water feels good. He knows the fever is just as temporary as everything else, but he won't turn down a momentary bit of relief. ]
shri: (» are standing with me)

[personal profile] shri 2017-09-15 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ She stretches in that state that the only purpose is function to form, extends where he prompts, along the length of her neck as she rolls her head back, the curl of her spine where she settles herself a little apart from him so she can guiltlessly - and isn't that something. Where her self comes back, it does it by trickle and she cannot find a reason not to enjoy it when his fingers settle to her hair. Holding onto the front of his lapels as she bends happily into it. It's been so long, that she's had any of this returned to her. Somewhere between Gangadhar when they shared the night together, and her ladies readily her for a morning, she undoes her herself in memory and comfort she normally cannot accept:

With a sigh and the slip closed of her eyes, she is then only capable of little, but she is utter in her contentment.
]

( There I am. )

[ It's a hollow little laugh, but sincere at least. ]
wille: (+ believe in you)

[personal profile] wille 2017-09-16 09:11 am (UTC)(link)
No. I don't want you to.

[ Clear. Immediate. He is subject to her because he chooses to let past organization structures prevail beyond world, galaxy, universe, and so the subjection is wholly voluntary, all the more valid for it. But she stands straighter after, retrieving her hands both from his shoulders in a slow retreat now that the message has been accepted. ]

Anyone who asks a child to bleed for them don't deserve it, right?

[ Right, Shinji? The smile she wears is impish, the opportunity for him to strike left open for but a handful of seconds before she dismisses it with a huff and a stretch of her arms high in the air. Releasing the tension. ]

Don't worry. I'm here, okay?
perroquet: (07 notice)

[personal profile] perroquet 2017-09-16 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's glad for that sincerity, but continues to hush her calmly and massage the skin under her heavy hair. Whatever caused this, he doesn't expect her to return to her senses quickly, and he's fine with waiting patiently. Just as long as she returns in the right way, without doing anything either of them might regret. She grabs at his collar, and he slides his fingers away from massaging to hold her there. To ease her off. ]

(Easy. Let us not be hasty in this-)

[ Even the tempo of his mental song slows as he gently releases himself from her grasp. He stands, but only to move around to her backside, guiding himself with a hand on her shoulder. From there he settles down again to rub her neck and shoulders. ]

Sorry for the calloused hands, and if I'm... clumsy. It's been a while.

[ Since he's had the opportunity to provide this sort of intimate comfort to another. While she opens herself to the memories of royal days past, of taking comfort in her ladies, Gildor's mind remains pointedly focused on his music - and walled in it's darkness. ]
wille: (@ trauma)

[personal profile] wille 2017-09-17 12:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's messy like swimming against an illogical forest to escape a wolf with teeth that glint in the dark, messy like breaking for air after diving into a medieval prison to find her eyes intact. The mind is a treacherous thing, she wants to say, most of all her own. But he has balked at enough of her negatives, and she would give him no more reason to doubt her, so instead she huffs when she rests her weight against him to let his fingers be her anchor when she begins with this idea:

If their minds are two rooms with the windows wide open then it's a matter of closing them one by one, which she does, to her own, only to find that his is the next house over that she has no control over. Now, if their two minds are bubbles on the surface of water, it is when the walls collide that they dissolve together to either form a stronger, unified bead, or collapse into nothingness -- this becomes an unwitting invasion -- here in the warehouse with the sun dripping through the roof, she feels the beat of a subterranean industrial fan against her back steadily eroding the pressure of his hands on her skin. And it is messy. Messy like needing to will oneself back into human parameters after disintegrating into a primordial puddle, like reaching for the end of a rope when one is without hands, calling for help without lips to speak with.

There's someone who hisses at the sudden stab of pain in the back of her head, someone who tumbles forward in search of solid ground, and her? She is still searching for herself. ]
deployed: (219)

[personal profile] deployed 2017-09-17 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The implication of trust settles in his chest. Bellamy still marvels at it sometimes, but more so now, after hours of feverish dreams reminding him of where the pair of them had come from. ]

Maybe.

[ What she's telling him is true, but it's never the kind of leader Bellamy has been. He was always in the thick of battle, dug into the trenches with his people. If he was delegating, it was always when he was nearby, close enough to be immediately affected by the outcome of his decisions along with those he ordered.

He wasn't the kind of leader Clarke was. Maybe he would have no choice but to become one here, though the idea of it doesn't settle easily in his mind. ]


You have at least two other people to help you hold things here.

[ He doesn't need to clarify that any farther. Of course the first pair of hands was Clarke. Who else could it be? ]
ryohji: (29)

[personal profile] ryohji 2017-09-17 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ as with so many pivotal mistakes in his life, it all begins with mundane underestimations. he'd thought himself a bystander, that he could remain a safe distance away as she takes the plunge for the both of them, without fear of getting himself wet. a mere witness to her success, or even her failure, if it came down to that. and like many mistakes, what follows is the natural price.

he pauses amid his shuffling, his adjusting of his lower robes, bringing things in and out of line. he pauses though not by choice. the fusion of these two bubbles effects vertigo on his periphery senses. it assails his vestibular system. it's a dizzying loss of equilibrium as he struggles for a moment, wondering if she'd done something, wondering if he'd done something. then a realization that this woozy feeling is a consequence of hers, and comparatively infinitesimal at that. that these stray pebbles raining down his head is consequence of her burying under an insurmountable mountain, a mountain that looked to his bland ignorance so idyllic and serene.
]

Katsuragi, [ he reverts to old habits when she hisses and staggers against his feet, his brief surprise at her losing instantly set aside in favor of steadying her on flat feet. ] Oi -

[ he catches her by the stomach, even as he feels as though he could vomit on the plain of her back. hands, now balmy, seek for her face. ]

That's enough. Forget about this.
adamance: (finish mourning i want a date)

[personal profile] adamance 2017-09-18 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[If it weren't for Clarke, their bond would have never come to be. Lexa knows that some part of her still resents some aspects of Bellamy's character, but she also recognizes that they aren't things that she's opposed to because they're him. Rather, it has to do with how those tendencies make him act, and how she's been trained to do the exact opposite. They are opposites in many ways, and she's had to come to accept that for some time.]

I'm aware. The numbers are growing, so long as I don't assert myself in the wrong way.

[As she's done before. Lexa learned a lesson that day. It's maybe not the lesson others wanted her to learn, but she knows her bold antics in her court don't hold here.]
Edited (picking an icon) 2017-09-18 02:38 (UTC)
wille: (@ balcony)

[personal profile] wille 2017-09-18 10:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ There is no pain, only the impression of it, the idea. She knows that her reckless experimentation with an extraterrestrial being embedded in her brain has failed, resulting in a migraine that leaves her in cold sweat, teeth gritted to counter it, and when she reaches for the arm that catches her, it is to pull him down with her so her knees can make contact with the ground with a thud she can hear. The ground is flat, solid underneath her, and it's real. The sights and sounds are real, and yet it all lacks qualia. She senses the pain but doesn't suffer from it, the space that her body occupies a step removed from the space her self occupies and thus all this is happening to someone else entirely.

For some, numbness can feel so much like euphoria. She wants and doesn't want to hold on, stitch herself back to her limbs, maybe soon, just a minute more. Her face turned to him is placid as a pane of glass. She isn't here, in a dusty warehouse on an alien planet, no, she's in a silent room on a rocking ship where time stops as the world outside passes. ]


Tomorrow. [ It takes so long to command her lips to speak that she loses the meaning before the word is spoken. Tomorrow she will come back or tomorrow they will try again or tomorrow-- ] Hold me tighter so I don't slip-- [ down, off, away. ]
ryohji: (pic#10951797)

[personal profile] ryohji 2017-09-18 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the impact is mean to their knees, his still clothed and hers bare. he doesn't bother to cushion the landing to aid her search for bruises. there were psychiatrists capable of discerning the signs, but his experience-honed senses could easily outclass them all. within seconds of their land, he had processed the combination of sounds, sights, and the absence-of, into a likely profile of a woman becoming stranger to her body.

this is not new. he hasn't forgotten their early years. what going too fast or too slow would cause, what too much or too little alcohol would provoke, a stray memory or flashback that turned into something more. the cause may have changed, but that's where the novelty ends.

his voice is calm to her placidness, to suggest that if, in the following seconds, she dissolves into air, to be sucked up through the white-bright gaps in the wooden ceiling, all would still be right with the world.
]

I'm going to owe you after this, aren't I... [ he doesn't complicate the apology with details. what matters is that the words and their approximate order sound familiar, the meaning besides the point. there were many things he owed her. he'd find a way to atone for this, too, just as soon as he learned how, but for the time being... with one arm firmly snaked around her waist, what functions as his anchor throw, kaji extends another arm to grasp for her pile of clothestuff. he rapidly sorts them out by chronology, fingers curling on her undershirt and panties. ] Look, your underwear. I'll put it on for you now.

[ true to his word, he begins the motions of sliding the fabric through her legs, one foot at a time, even as it requires from him a limberness he has saved for squeezing through air ducts and bending out of a cargo lifts. they are folded over each other like pair of tetris blocks, anything to overplay the tactile sensation of skin, the organ that means to contain herself inside, the ghost in the shell. anything to overplay the tactile sensation of her clothes; he tugs the fabric more un-gently than otherwise warranted. ]
extradite: (fml)

[personal profile] extradite 2017-09-18 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Kick back a moral compass hard enough, it will never point south. Naturally, NERv only ever asked them to die for the cause, not to bleed for it. Plasma played no part in the ounce of self-worth per service transaction.

Shinji stares at her, briefly inconvenienced by the solid defence a last-minute technicality affords her. There will be no dent in the armour of a woman who's decided whose skin she can stain to preserve her own. Indifference is her steel. ]


Maybe... maybe that's what I should be worried about.

[ That's she's here for him, to defend him. That she thinks it will help more than hinder him to know her poison close.

No. Enough of that. His hands curl for want of a throat to strangle. ]


...anyway. You're here. And — vampires are here. How do you expect me to stay away from them, if they want to get into my head?
shri: (» the odds all stand beneath me)

[personal profile] shri 2017-09-19 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ The only answer really that matter is to reach up with her own hands as his set to her shoulders. Calloused is half of it. There are cuts and knuckles that stay even from her youth. These hands are not a ladies hands, these hands are a soldiers, and they are beaten and hardened to every edge. Smooth, perhaps, for their rough work, as anything did become smooth when sanded down. But if they had ever been soft in such a day past, it was not for some time.

She doesn't still seem to summon up enough to care about it anyway.
]

Anyone who might object otherwise to that is long dead. [ Normally, that might be grief stained words, a choked up heat. The thread inhale of smoke she takes in every breath. ] Your hands serve me fine.

[ Even if the words seem wrong, the thrum of the symbiote that acts like these hands had always been right as she slides across the back of his knuckles like they are luxury as fine as silk. A happy warm breath there before she lets them sink back into her lap. ]
perroquet: (09)

[personal profile] perroquet 2017-09-19 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ She reaches up to take his hands in hers, interrupting the massage to show him the tactile crevices that cuts and claws have left over her skin. He takes them in with concern he's aware isn't needed, as it's all in the past. The wounds have healed and she is rougher for it, not just on the outside. Though right now in her emotionally drained state, it's difficult to tell just how calloused her soul has become. He listens to her speak with little care.

She then slides her hands away again, but he catches one. Holds it gently, and lifts it back to her shoulder. He leans in close, hovering beside her ear and speaking lowly, his tone a mix of playful and perfectly serious- ]


My hands do not serve you, Rani. They are given willingly.

[ He bends his head down a little further, so she can feel his breath over the back of her hand. His lips barely brush the tips of her knuckles, as if he's about to kiss her in an oath of fealty, but no. His voice drops an octave lower as he whispers- ] Do not forget that.

[ He gives his service as willingly at the symbiote will allow him to, at least - and not just to her, but to the Nest as a whole. He's compelled by the symbiote, but he likes to think he would still be there for her... or that's what it likes him to think.

He straights back up and the music in his mind grows a little louder, drowning those thoughts. Her hand slides from his again as he sets back to work on her rubbing her shoulders, simply and slowly. ]
wille: (- shame)

[personal profile] wille 2017-09-19 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hers is a makeshift sort of survival, made of a Frankensteinian array of tools for repression and sublimation depending on which best serves her purpose. Stepping away from herself is useful when she needs resilience against fear and pain above and beyond what most can bear, in the same vein hyper vigilance is an advantage when she rapid-fires orders to react within windows measured in milliseconds. Her skin turns into armor or the most sensitive of instruments, and time skips or slows down as she requires, see? If she can conquer even time, what could the past possibly do against her. This illusion of control is one she jealously maintains. 

Through a lengthy and delayed chain of command, she wills her legs to move to help him, best as she can to convince him more than herself. And she does, even if the tempo is all wrong. She starts and stops. I can walk the rest of the way, or however she said that, her toes curling against the cold concrete, the wind uncannily dead. That scene is as close to reality as the rub of cotton against skin, his voice now as distant as then. ]


Don't ditch me. [ Self-deprecation isn't his exclusive domain. She reaches a hand to his face to feel the sting of his stubble against her fingers and it might as well be evening, they might as well be back in Tokyo-3 or deep in the core of Terminal Dogma. ] And we'll call it even.
ryohji: (pic#11473947)

[personal profile] ryohji 2017-09-19 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
You really are a low standards woman, [ even if the besotted nerv major wasn't willing to entertain such a possibility. she is demanding the least of him, whenever she isn't demanding the most. hoisting up the band of her underwear, kaji dutifully minds her other clothes; starting with her bra. ] You're going to let me off that easy?

[ he leads into her hand, allowing her to reconnoitre the lay of his stubble, overgrown and prickling like a neglected lawn. his own vertigo was residing in waves, but he knows better than to take that as any indication of her bettering or worsening state. he had no excuse. she'd informed him of the risks and he'd egged her on anyway. he may be schooled in suicidal mathematics, and be lacking of any self-preservation instincts, but that didn't mean he could subject her to the same wanton recklessness.

when he speaks next, the tone of his voice puts an end to any further lightheartedness.
]

How is it now?
wille: (& cage)

[personal profile] wille 2017-09-20 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ An old, familiar banter to which she has a collection of tried-and-true quips. None of which she can grasp in time, so she just hums in appreciation. He will have to settle for a muted smile instead of an exaggerated act of fury or a sharpened retort for now, and it fades just as quickly, settling for a barren gaze at the point at which her thumb strokes his jaw. ]

It's like trying to write something on a swinging boat. I can't get my pen on the paper. [ But she can clasp her own bra in one try albeit with the slowness and care required of a surgical maneuver. It's only a matter of applying oneself to the effort, full tilt. ] Don't worry. I'll be okay.

[ It's not as bad as it seems, and it makes no sense besides. She tries to shift her weight to her feet, hands pushing against his shoulders for leverage, and through great effort and sheer obstinance, mostly succeeds. Enough, at least, to present a convincing request for him to hand her the next in her pile of clothes for her to don on her own. ]

Don't give up on me yet.
ryohji: (pic#10951774)

[personal profile] ryohji 2017-09-20 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ some of those points he'd deflect her over, some he'd take on the chin, but it's all moot now. the air wheezes out of his throat.

where the queasy feeling leaves, shock rushes in to fill the gap. open-eyed paranoia boils up, stirring his guts. her struggle to be vertical, aided by her hands propped on hs shoulders, can't stop kaji's head from whipping up. the link crimps with the sound of wrinkled paper, a page being torn off its perforated edges, the scribbling of a pen, a letter left in the bottom of the baggage.
]

What did you just say?

[ his ability to roll with sudden surprises hadn't waned, as he rises to a stand as she does, gathering the rest of her clothes in his arms and handing her the first of many layers of tunic. by now, his initial shock had already transformed into a healthy head of plausible deniability towards misato, coupled with a secondary look of caution and calculation, and maybe just a hint of self-doubt. ]
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[personal profile] wille 2017-09-20 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ To perturb the great mountain that is Kaji is an achievement befitting medals. A man who expects so little from the world and harbors such base expectations for mankind can rarely be caught off-guard, when the worst would confirm what he already knows and any aberration only a temporary relief from what's common. It is an equally worthy achievement then to sense the slightest seismic shift in his bearing, to see that even continents move and break apart and change. How much easier it is to see him when she isn't blinded by her own limelight, how much clearer the furrows on his face seem to her. Her gaze on him lasts for a few weighted beats, before she shakes her head. ]

I'm blabbering. It just feels like I drank too much.

[ Here, his plausible deniability. It is no lie to answer with an irrelevant truth, that as the vividness returns to her world, so does the migraine, a steady beat against her skull. She slips the tunic over her head and struggles into it like a creature made of eight elbows, and struggles with equal persistence to get her head out, face flushed and catching her breath afterwards. ]

Cover me with just the hood, and let's go.
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[personal profile] ryohji 2017-09-20 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the symbiote.

a foregone conclusion, after his mind gets to replaying her response and over, trying to find the reason that would justify those words coming out of her mouth. misato was telling him truth, though his heart turns at the realization that he, perhaps, was ill-equipped to discern her lies from her truths, all these years later. to conclude anything else would be to assign her a level of secrecy that she'd never, she wore her lies next to her heart, on her sleeve, no, that was impossible. misato's request drags him back to the present day. he slants a sightless look at her, thinking, quiet until the pause between them becomes appropriately dramatic.
]

Right. [ though in lieu of covering her with her hood, he simply hands it over, dropping her socks and boots all the while: ] Wait just a moment.

[ stopping to arrange himself against the opposite corner of the shed gives reprieve and a moment to appreciate his conclusion in full. with his back turned to hear, kaji picks a wall to rest a palm against. he can't let it pass, and his head shakes in slow, deliberate unbelief.

the conclusion foregone, but everything else reveals nothing but a yawning chasm of unease. the pieces could fall anywhere.
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Yabai.

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