[mission: hyrypia] give me my scallop shell of quiet, my staff of faith to walk upon

[onemind]

CHARACTERS: EVERYONE
WHERE: Hyrypia - The Graze
WHEN: DAY :013
SUMMARY: A day of competition begins, and Hosts put their newfound skills to the test.
WARNINGS: Will update as necessary. Need a warning added? PM this account please!

THE GRAZE
DAY :013

A MOURNFUL SOUND passes across the Graze in the early hours of the morning: the mingling drone of the wind coming up across the flatlands and funneling into the depths of the Finger Maze. It saws, a tired, hollow constant noise. Carried with it up through the Great Flat are maybe forty visitors carried by a variety of carts and wagons, automated and incredibly austentatious live mounts. Apparently the events of the day are drawing a crowd from the surrounding farms and homesteads on top of the various diplomatic envoys already in attendance.

After a brisk, light breakfast the short blare of a horn cuts across the encampment. It seems it's time to saddle up.



I. THE SIDELINES
A CHEER SWELLS up from the assemblage of Rabadoceans as a team successfully completes their event. On a nearby platform, musicians takes turns striking up a series of fast paced, sparkling tunes and the tang of roasting meat is heavy in the air. There's a sense of festival in this that quickly becomes lively as the Hyrypians' official pleasantries cede encourage the Meradan's cheerful, competitive shouting and the Descendants'' entertained clapping and smiling. There might even be a few smiles to be seen among the typically grim faced Carpathan diplomatic envoy.

Get something to eat. Talk to a stranger. Make friends. Sabotage a competing team. Most importantly: keep your eyes and ears open. For every moment you might spend machinating, someone (or something) else might be doing the same.

II. THE SORTING
THE SUN HAS FULLY RISEN by the time the first event is ready to begin. There has been a constant bustle up until this point, people meeting up and splitting off again, members of Envoy’s checking in with each other, carefully discussing their strategies- or laughing the challenges off as a game. Now, all of the competitors are gathered together to be given their tools- the ropes and crooks of the Gryer wranglers- even as the spectators begin to gather at the edges of the large pen, some standing at the fences, other on long staggered benches along the edges. There are a flags strung up all along the fences and large banners fly from the outermost posts of the pen. When it is nearly time the teams are split- each of the members led to a different point on the outside of the pen, to the gates that will set them loose upon the false gryer within.

When it is time for the Hosts to begin, the gates are again reset, the Gryer are all released from their holding pens, and the spectators have become no less raucous. They’re so loud it’s almost hard to hear the horn that calls from the holding pen, but the gates that spring open in front of the hosts are signal enough for them to begin. They are afforded just enough time to make their way fully into the pen before the three Gryer are lit, scattered through the herd and still milling about. The clock- or whatever passes for a clock- is ticking, and the faster they manage the task- if they manage it- the better.

When it is over, the crowd cheers, either way- energized by the competition and the strong grassy flavored drink that seems to improve every Rabadocean’s mood.

III. THE MESSENGER RACE
A SERIES OF FLAGS marks the route of the relay race that runs along the edge of the outermost cliff faces - not that it's necessary. Spectators are strung along the sidelines that it might be possible to run the race using only them as a guide for where to go. The course itself is studded with obstacles - logs and ditches, stacks of brush and at least a few imposing walls made from coral harvested out of the Finger Maze. The riders of each team are dispersed along the length of the course toward the finish line, quiet and lonely (if you disregard the forty or so other riders from competing teams in your company) and waiting in the midday heat for--

The short burst of a horn. The first string of Elin and riders, each in possession of a ceremonial scroll, launch forward across the starting line. Hopefully. What would be even better? If they keep all their riders in the process.

IV. THE ELINMASTER RUN
THE FINAL EVENT comes late - so late that the sun is already beginning to move towards the high horizon of the clifftops, leaving a cool purple cast across the landscape as the competitors and spectators alike are gathered at the yawning entrance of the isolated splinter of the Finger Maze. Unlike the other events, there is no seating, no rows, no stretches of banners or strings of flags. The environment doesn’t allow for it. Instead there are ropes separating the milling crowds from the riders. There are no gates and no strict starting point; rather, there is an area the width of the entrance and forty feet behind it that the racers may begin from. A large number are clustered near the very front - eager but clearly at extra risk, the metal and rubber flesh of the Elin automatons pressed close enough to crush. In the stillness of the near-evening air, the anticipation for this event is more subdued. More hushed. It's clear that the majority of the race will not be visible to spectators or judges. There will be only a small party waiting at the end of the course, ready in the clearing to mark places, and no witnesses before that.

The most senior members of House Basittia stand on either side of the entrance, protected by the ropes and flashy in their officiator-wear. When the horn is blown, sharp and with very little warning, it echoes down the length of the waiting canyon walls. It echoes strangely, broken only by the sound of metal hooves pounding forward into the maze and out of sight.

The first challenge is immediate - beyond the wide entrance the canyon begins to narrow dramatically. Those who have chosen the front of the pack will be forced to either get ahead or muscle their way through the others around them. Those that have chosen to stay further back will find that the distance between them and the next rider ahead of them narrows. Before there is much chance to adjust to the new positions, there is the first obstacle - a ditch, narrow but sudden, ready to take the legs out from under an Elin that fails to jump. From there the course begins in earnest. A number of paths split off from the main line, each with their own challenges. Coral branches fallen in the path, others arching just over rider’s heads. The course is full of switchbacks and sudden turns and in places the ground is made of pebbles that slide beneath the metallic hooves of the mechanical beasts. The course narrows in sections, barely wide enough to allow one rider to pass, and as the race stretches on fewer and fewer are able to continue. Some riders simply fall, others are knocked off, others foul their mounts and end up as new obstacles for those behind them.

By the time the end is in sight - a large open clearing, the far end of which has a simple stage where the judges wait - many racers have been unseated and countless others have simply fallen behind. But for those who make it to the end, there is a note in an ancient looking tome and a ribbon to be tied around their wrists to show that they have completed their trial. They will linger there in the winner’s circle until the last of the racers trickle in. Once that happens, they will be allowed at a much more sedate pace to make their way out of the canyon and into the awaiting cheering crowd - into the beginning of night and the lighting of the great braziers and flames, the scent of a well-earned meal that awaits them carried across the Graze by the mournful sigh of the wind.

V. BEFORE, AFTER, AND BETWEEN
THE COMPETITION stretches long, each individual challenge met by scores of Envoys eager to impress or simply eager for something to entertain themselves with. But the day is made far longer by the time between the competitions which is filled with talk, general chatter, and some good- and less good-natured betting - all lubricated by a constant stream of the cool grass drink that’s growing rapidly more popular as the sun’s heat increases. There's plenty to do- and plenty to enjoy between the events themselves. People will have little trouble finding things to keep busy with. And after the competition is said and done there is dinner (of course), the great dining tents pulled open and even more crowded than before with the additional local color. It’s those locals, and perhaps the camaraderie born of shared experience, which seems to help encourage some of the Envoys to intermingle more than they have before.

Of course, not everyone is in a good mood. Some of the participants didn't perform as well as others. Bruised egos are as abundant as bruised bodies among some envoys... a potentially volatile situation considering the close quarters they share with other Rabadoceans who clearly think very highly of their own performances.

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Comments

[wille]

[ An old, familiar banter to which she has a collection of tried-and-true quips. None of which she can grasp in time, so she just hums in appreciation. He will have to settle for a muted smile instead of an exaggerated act of fury or a sharpened retort for now, and it fades just as quickly, settling for a barren gaze at the point at which her thumb strokes his jaw. ]

It's like trying to write something on a swinging boat. I can't get my pen on the paper. [ But she can clasp her own bra in one try albeit with the slowness and care required of a surgical maneuver. It's only a matter of applying oneself to the effort, full tilt. ] Don't worry. I'll be okay.

[ It's not as bad as it seems, and it makes no sense besides. She tries to shift her weight to her feet, hands pushing against his shoulders for leverage, and through great effort and sheer obstinance, mostly succeeds. Enough, at least, to present a convincing request for him to hand her the next in her pile of clothes for her to don on her own. ]

Don't give up on me yet.

[ryohji]

[ some of those points he'd deflect her over, some he'd take on the chin, but it's all moot now. the air wheezes out of his throat.

where the queasy feeling leaves, shock rushes in to fill the gap. open-eyed paranoia boils up, stirring his guts. her struggle to be vertical, aided by her hands propped on hs shoulders, can't stop kaji's head from whipping up. the link crimps with the sound of wrinkled paper, a page being torn off its perforated edges, the scribbling of a pen, a letter left in the bottom of the baggage. ]

What did you just say?

[ his ability to roll with sudden surprises hadn't waned, as he rises to a stand as she does, gathering the rest of her clothes in his arms and handing her the first of many layers of tunic. by now, his initial shock had already transformed into a healthy head of plausible deniability towards misato, coupled with a secondary look of caution and calculation, and maybe just a hint of self-doubt. ]

[wille]

[ To perturb the great mountain that is Kaji is an achievement befitting medals. A man who expects so little from the world and harbors such base expectations for mankind can rarely be caught off-guard, when the worst would confirm what he already knows and any aberration only a temporary relief from what's common. It is an equally worthy achievement then to sense the slightest seismic shift in his bearing, to see that even continents move and break apart and change. How much easier it is to see him when she isn't blinded by her own limelight, how much clearer the furrows on his face seem to her. Her gaze on him lasts for a few weighted beats, before she shakes her head. ]

I'm blabbering. It just feels like I drank too much.

[ Here, his plausible deniability. It is no lie to answer with an irrelevant truth, that as the vividness returns to her world, so does the migraine, a steady beat against her skull. She slips the tunic over her head and struggles into it like a creature made of eight elbows, and struggles with equal persistence to get her head out, face flushed and catching her breath afterwards. ]

Cover me with just the hood, and let's go.

[ryohji]

[ the symbiote.

a foregone conclusion, after his mind gets to replaying her response and over, trying to find the reason that would justify those words coming out of her mouth. misato was telling him truth, though his heart turns at the realization that he, perhaps, was ill-equipped to discern her lies from her truths, all these years later. to conclude anything else would be to assign her a level of secrecy that she'd never, she wore her lies next to her heart, on her sleeve, no, that was impossible. misato's request drags him back to the present day. he slants a sightless look at her, thinking, quiet until the pause between them becomes appropriately dramatic. ]

Right. [ though in lieu of covering her with her hood, he simply hands it over, dropping her socks and boots all the while: ] Wait just a moment.

[ stopping to arrange himself against the opposite corner of the shed gives reprieve and a moment to appreciate his conclusion in full. with his back turned to hear, kaji picks a wall to rest a palm against. he can't let it pass, and his head shakes in slow, deliberate unbelief.

the conclusion foregone, but everything else reveals nothing but a yawning chasm of unease. the pieces could fall anywhere. ]

Yabai.

[wille]

[ Something leaps in her heart when he withdraws, a primitive response to a fossilized scar. His leaving her isn't without its precedence, sometimes it's for just a day or for entire unexplained weeks, and her low expectations of him is rooted as much in reality as the greatest things she asks of him, that is, to stay. Well, they were both children then, honed experts at wounding each other, mistaking bloodshed for love, mistaking ache for love, mistaking tears for repentance. Sentimentality is so easy to believe, words shouted feel that much more truthful. So she doesn't want to deceive by shouting.

Instead she listens to the words in her head and dissects them, something to shift her attention to from the migraine creeping back along with the sensation in her fingers. He is displeased because she failed, that is to be expected, or he wanted her to fail and is appeased. He is frightened of the aftermath and her reaction, whatever it was she said about the boat, it repulses him. He is disappointed. He must first collect his reasons for coming back to her, and so he needs this moment, which she will allow him.

Meanwhile, she methodically slips her hood on, then her socks, one by one, then her boots, though she manages only rudimentary double knots on the laces. Then she sits on the floor, arms in a loose embrace around her knees, and waits. Ready to respond to his return. ]

Now?

[ryohji]

[ somewhere underneath this woman he is reacquainting himself with, there exists a budding version of himself, and kaji isn't sure why he is or how he exists or how to handle that person.

listening for her telling movement behind him cools the apprehension in his head and around his eyes but does not extinguish it. her one word request slices through the beginnings of composure, and he's due for an order he needs to obey. he picks himself off the wall, patting dust off his knees and whatever other grime accumulated since their fall. his shoulders square out. ]

Sorry. [ he thinks himself wonderfully skilled in acting according to his wishes at the expense of the people who suffer them. and this, his request and the consequences that followed, tweaks a nerve. ] Let me straighten myself up, and we'll go out together.

[ his clothes to be picked off the floor. he makes a short circuit around the perimeter, managing to convey an air of aimlessness even as no step is made in vain. if they sat in silence for days, speaking another word would be too soon. it's just like him to breach the stillness, hood halfway around his head: ]

You're probably wondering, what that was all about.

[wille]

[ As soon as her state allows, Misato embarks upon a detailed reconstruction of the disaster to pick apart its components and pinpoint the exact moment it fell apart so that she may know what to blame and how to learn from the mistake. But all the signs point to a doomed endeavor. It is misguided from the start, like her seeking to distance herself from her father when what she sought was a shadow of him in every facet of her life, like this building of walls between them when what she wants is for there to be none. The failure is sobering, and she's committed to not letting it go to waste.

Her reply comes quick on the heels of his question, breaking the rules of civil conversation by nearly cutting him short. ]

We all find some way to get what we want, no matter how much we say we don't want it. I'm not that good at lying to myself.

[ Both the blame, and the glory that slipped her fingers, were hers. None attributable to him or anyone else, not even the symbiote. That is to say, she never wanted the gambit to work, that's why it didn't. She always wanted to step into his mind, and so it happened. She shakes her head, dropping her gaze to the gloves she now tugs onto her fingers with the frustration of someone trying to unknot an impossible tangle. ]

I said something that scared you. Why?

[ryohji]

Because you said something that came from me.

[ very many occasions in his life called for speed dressing. espionage goes faster when you can change out of one outfit and don another in the time it takes someone else to button their shirt to the collar. he pulls his gloves on in the manner of a surgeon preparing for the first incisions.

misato and her dramatic gestures. she's seeking for someone to blame, which he'd expected, but what he knows is she'd rather blame herself than something so incorporeal and abstract as the symbiote. she dealt in tangible things. accusation her velcro strip she must attach to a picture or image. if she wants honesty, he can treat her like one of his contacts, when applicable. ]

A little different, [ conversationally and very much preoccupied with the past three minutes. he takes her questions to mean she's feeling better, even as she quarrels with her gloves. ] but not in a meaningful way. So, that's why.

[wille]

[ Where he was allowed his surprise a few minutes back, her own delayed response now mimics his, an echo. He speaks so easily of the prospect of taking slices of each other's minds no matter how slim, how terrifying the prospect of no longer having a whole self, this one thing guaranteed to remain uncorrupted by others and corrupted only by her own hand, her own choices, her own will. Her fear stems not from the idea of her becoming him or having a part of him grow inside her like parasite, because both imply a wholeness that she can contend with.

What horrifies her is the idea of fragmentation, a weakening of the joints, until there will be neither him nor her, because she isn't sure if she ever truly mended from its last iteration. She abandons her struggle against her gloves to rush toward him, fingers still stuck in all the wrong parts, but workable all in all, enough to grab a handful of his robes to prevent escape. ]

And you. Did you take anything from me?

[ryohji]

[ ah, so that's how it is. it is not the idea of her taking from him, but him taking from her, that chafes down to the bone. addition of any kind could be tolerable, for the mere fact it expands the territory she occupies like a ballooning star. subtraction of any kind could not permit, like chunks of herself breaking off and leaving her thin, top-heavy, or cold.

or maybe it's simply the idea of him. him taking. him loving. him doing much of anything except giving.

somehow having misato finally cognizant of the risks, in all her agitation, feels like less of an improvement than kaji had hoped. he holds her unescapable gaze and stills under her unescapable grasp. misato's selfishness has a foundation, as loath as many people are to admit. ]

I have to say, I'm moved by your generosity. You're still as stingy as ever, so I don't think you have anything to worry about. [ a grim flicker of a smile crosses his mouth. the joke challenges her to mock the pace he's willing to move forward at. ] I wouldn't know. That's something only you would know.

[wille]

[ How like him to use the words generous and stingy to describe her in one breath without batting an eye. How like him to mean both and neither. She allows her shoulders to ease a touch, the grip on his arm releasing only at the very last, but her gaze remains fixed on him, his eyes. It is her words that she soften to take on his cadence and his volume, deliberate in the undertaking, the argument and the example in one. ]

We can stay up all night talking like we used to. Or say nothing, like we used to. But taking chunks out of each other's minds, well, it's a bit like cheating, isn't it?

[ To take his words and recite them back to him with a fresh coat of paint and her very own brand of grit, never taking the easy road. Medicine coated in sugar for easy consumption. It's not that she doesn't truly believe what she says, but that she wants to believe it only doesn't yet, and faith doesn't take root so easily in such arid and skeptical soil as hers. ]

I want you. [ Each syllable accented (I, you, want) so it won't bear repeating. ] We'll find a way to make this work.

[ryohji]

[ he nods visibly. yes, it's one thing that she understands the point at issue. but it's not everything. ]

Maa, ne. [ these are hungry words, both maa, ne and i want you. they have nothing in their stomachs, gutted of substance or meaning. well for someone who chooses to want, but wants were temporary. no matter how undefined their beginnings, wants always endured certain and unequivocal ends. wants said nothing about the thing wanted. wants were not value judgements. just about anything could be wanted by just about anyone. people want garbage. people want people worse than garbage. ] As long as you're alright.

[ but where his words float like hollow balloons, he likes to overcompensate with action. when she could trust him to capitalize on requests unspoken, to move things where they needed to go, this instinct takes his gloved hand up her robes with more casual deliberation than he'd felt his whole life. shoulder, stomach, between her legs. no matter what, he'd never leave it like this. it's not their way. ] Then, tell me when it's time to leave.

[wille]

[ As eagerly as she welcomes his exact exercise in realizing her wants, so does she deny, deny and deny that she ever asked for it. Life is a dance. One steps forward so the other can step back, one yields for the other to advance, when both are playing to the same tune. She exhales, an ascent, when she rests a palm against his chest, which could be a yes or a no or anything at all, but later she can tell herself that at this point she thought about pushing him away, so then-- if the potential of an action can cast doubt on her depravity, uphold the promise of purity, then.

The plausible deniability duly presented, she rises on tiptoes and lists her head to meet his lips for a kiss, long and slow, and thus her hand on his chest becomes the fulcrum by which she balances herself. Her wretchedness proven beyond doubt, so why stop there? ]

Take off your gloves. At least, your hands are your hands.

[ And they have made do with at least for so long that asking for more strikes her as obscene. Is this enough, then, for them and for each of them. Later should he make his disappointment apparent, she can tell herself it wasn't enough for her either, even if it is. ]