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station722017-02-05 09:56 pm
shiro2hero) wrote in station722017-02-05 09:56 pm
Day 10ish
(It's high time I did this.)
[Oh no, someone is gearing up for one of Those Speeches. Because one of their new arrivals ticked off a box in his head, and Sam's asking for training helped.]
[And he's tired of walking on eggshells.]
(I don't know how many of you were there when I found out what my Symbiote does. I sort of wish I hadn't. But. I can't change that.)
[Yeah apparently it made him the Space Hulk. And it took at least two people to keep him from ripping someone's face off.]
(What I can do is control it. I just need to know where to start.)
(So I'm taking a lead from Sam Wilson. Asking if anyone is willing to help. I... don't think I can promise no one will get hurt, but if we're careful, maybe it'll just be me.)
[And he can live with that.]
[Oh no, someone is gearing up for one of Those Speeches. Because one of their new arrivals ticked off a box in his head, and Sam's asking for training helped.]
[And he's tired of walking on eggshells.]
(I don't know how many of you were there when I found out what my Symbiote does. I sort of wish I hadn't. But. I can't change that.)
[Yeah apparently it made him the Space Hulk. And it took at least two people to keep him from ripping someone's face off.]
(What I can do is control it. I just need to know where to start.)
(So I'm taking a lead from Sam Wilson. Asking if anyone is willing to help. I... don't think I can promise no one will get hurt, but if we're careful, maybe it'll just be me.)
[And he can live with that.]
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( You, uh, have some kind of double personality. I don't know what triggers it, but you get really... spiteful. And angry. And you talk down to everyone and you're just plain aggressive and then you don't remember any of it when you get asked about it later. )
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Mostly because what she says makes sense. The blackouts, the headaches, the feeling of his body moving on its own... he's denied it this long, but- ]
NO! That's not me... that doesn't happen, that can't-
[ Maybe he can deny it just a little longer. ]
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[ She doesn't want to hurt him. Didn't want to. ]
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After hearing that, there is nothing more Aoba can put into coherent thought. Flickers of words are there, scrambled beneath turbulent emotions. Only incoherent fragments come through the connection, spilling over the network and churning it into tangled mess. ]
I knew.
I didn't know.
I didn't want to know.
Please tell me it's not real.
It explains so much.
How could no one tell me?!
The Darkling told you.
It's real.
[ Aoba scrambles to sever the connection. ]