mental link: you're welcome.

[sistershoggoth]

( Who's the medic around here, I think I for serious picked up some fuckin' alien STD from getting dunked into that thing's throat. Like, this ugly fucker in my chest has been sealed for years but it's dripping green. What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck. )

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[sistershoggoth]

( First thing that came to mind, at least slightly condescending cuz that's an easy escalation from sarcasm. Do you, like, not understand how conversations work? )

[ I mean. She's mostly teasing. She's also not a shining beacon of conversational skills, she can yap all day long because she has no particular filter, but she mostly insulted people and cursed. The rest of her mind-space convos make that clear. ]

[redheadcarrier]

( I understand conversations just fine. )

[ That sure is a lot of irritation. ]

( I just wanted to know why that one! )

[sistershoggoth]

( Why this topic of conversation, or why that particular demeaning pet name? Either way, pick something else, of either. I don't care. )

[ She's not actively trying to irritate, she just is irritating if you take anywhere near to half of what she says seriously. ]

( You have the power, kid. )

[redheadcarrier]

( Why the pet name? )

[sistershoggoth]

( Because I'm a loudmouthed cunt-sucker, I mean. Like. Who gives a shit why. You could have just told me your name by now and we'd be over this. Hi, I'm fucking Annie. What's your fuckin' name?! )

[redheadcarrier]

[ Sweet Jesus. ]

( ...I'm Asuka. )

[sistershoggoth]

( Hi Asuka, you new? How's it going. Tell me all about it. )

[redheadcarrier]

( Yeah, that's me! New, new, new! )

[ Wheee, sarcasm and bitterness. ]

( Better than being stuck at the end of the world. )

[sistershoggoth]

[ Wow what a crabby kid, but to be fair, Annie more than knows the type. She was raised in a school full of Asukas, young women exploited for potential and skills with little thought put into their damaged hearts and minds... ]

( Seems like a lot of us been through that. Got a pair of girls in my brood who were in the middle of trying to save the world from ending before they came here. Both the boys too. Me too, I guess. I'm a dickhead though, you might like Luci and Anna better, want me to introduce you? )

[ Annie has a pronounced soft spot for the young girls in their hive. What can she say. ]

[redheadcarrier]

( In the middle of? Not even that. It's all gone to Hell and there's nothing I can do about it. So I might as well be here.

Why would I want to meet them? Just because they might be nicer or something? I don't care about that. )

[sistershoggoth]

( Because you're new and you don't know everybody? So I'm offering to do some of the flippin' work for you and teach you a couple people's names, and if you like them you can hang out with them, if you don't you go about your business. You're a fuckin' stubborn kid, christ. )

[redheadcarrier]

( If people keep falling into comas, it might be better not to know everybody. )

[ Christ, that's a bit morbid. ]

( But sure, fine. Whatever. I'll meet them. )

[sistershoggoth]

( Fuck that coma thing. Shit happens, what kind of excuse is that to not talk to people. )

[redheadcarrier]

( It'll hurt less. )

[sistershoggoth]

[ Annie's emotion for that statement is raw, unhidden. She's been an addict since her early teens, keeping out anything that might've resembled a real feeling until she'd found herself standing in the ruins of the school she'd been raised in, surrounded by the dead, staring up into the sky where enormous alien bodies continued to slap corpses and blood back into the ground.

There had been a lot of feelings about that. There have been a lot of feelings about all the dead and the lost and what the hell she's supposed to be now. ]

( It doesn't hurt less avoiding it. It just hurts differently. )

[ A deep inhale. ]

( Look, sorry. I shouldn't be all up in your face, it's just what I do. I want to make everything work for everybody pretty much with the force of my mouth. And I get out of hand. If you don't want to meet them, I won't make you, but these missions can be tough and unpredictable. Might be tactical to know a couple people. )

[redheadcarrier]

[ There's something she recognizes in that. Alien bodies and death and destruction. The scent of blood. ]

( Maybe. I'll think about it. )

[ She wants to close this off. Shut it down. ]

( No one ever understands, though. Or even tries. )

[sistershoggoth]

( I get that part. If you wanna rage, I'm down. We can spar and you can beat the crap out of me, whatever you want. )

[redheadcarrier]

( ...I'll think about it. )

[ It's a surprisingly generous offer. One Asuka kind of appreciates. ]

[sistershoggoth]

( Hit me up when you're ready, I'll be around. )